Afraid Of Love (Namjin)

35- Familiar

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KIM SEOKJIN POV
I turn around to see a really young looking kid.

"Hello my name is Han Jisung but you can call me Han, I will be your piano and vocal teacher" he says smiling.

HAN JISUNG [AGE: 16 in the book] (YOU SHOULD KNOW HIM BUT IF YOU DON'T HE IS FROM STRAY KIDS AND HE IS MY BIAS)

"Oh..... My name is Kim Seokjin, but I prefer being called Jin" I say smiling. He nods, "Come on, Miss Jones suggested for us to have a private room in the auditorium, since she says you are her top student, she wants you to have your own personal room where you can concentrate more" he says.

I nod, "I never seen you in this school, are you new here or something?" I ask. He turns to look at me, "No, I go to the university of Arts its near here" he says. I look at his shirt and sure enough it has his university logo.

Wait that logo looks familiar........
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It was my old school....... It was a private university and only rich people get in, even if you were very skilled but if you were just a economic person, you wouldn't be able to get in.

Han Jisung, that name sound familiar. I just can't remember where I heard it.

His clothes were neat and there was not even a single stain. He wore glasses and had his bangs down.

He even looks familiar, when we reach the auditorium there is a piano on the stage. "Sit down" he says, I sit down on the wooden stool that was in front of the piano. He pulls a chair and sits down near the piano, "Okay first of all I want to know which song you want to sing" he says looking at a chipboard.

"um.... I had one in mind, it was called  'When I'm holding you by Hyunsik of BTOB" I say. He raises a eyebrow, "Nice choice" he says as he writes it down.

"Do you know how to play it or do you want to learn it?" he asks. "I want to learn it" I say. He smiles, "Okay, so Miss Jones said that you already know all the keys and you just need the notes" he says as he unclips a paper from his chipboard.

He hands me the paper and it already has the keys and notes. "Just play it and I will be hearing for mistakes" he says. I nod, I start rehearsing and play the keys.

KIM NAMJOON POV
I crumble the paper for the 20th time and throw it in the trash for the 20th time. Why is this so hard!!!!!????

Why can't I just tell him? I pull my hair. why???

I grab a other sheet of paper and grab my pen.

I write.

I garb the sheet and read over it and smile. Perfect.

KIM SEOKJIN POV
"Okay since this session finished you can go back to your dorm, come back tomorrow to practice more" Han says standing up.

I stand up as well, "okay" I say nodding. "I will go first" he says as he hurries and picks his bag up, something from his bookpack caught my eye. A pink key chain.

Wait that looks familiar. I watch as he waves at me and closes the door behind him.

I have seen that keychain somewhere. It looks so fami-

FLASHBACK (2 YEAR AGO)
I walk down the hallway with my books in my hands neatly stacked. I turn a corner but stop when I hear some talking. The hallways were empty and everyone was going through home, but I stayed because I had to practice my piano lessons.

"Just because you are dating a popular dude doesn't mean you are allowed to treat me like shit, you are still a outcast in this school, you faggot" a taller dude says as he pushes a smaller dude to the floor.

I stare in shock as I see his things fall to the floor with a pink key chain.

I gently back up. Maybe I should help?? No I'm too weak. I stop my movements when I see the most popular boy in this school. Lee Minho.

I quickly hide behind the wall in front of me.

"Hey, What do you think you are doing?" Minho says walking closer to the taller dude. He looks so relaxed,  and so calm.

The taller dude lets Han go and he falls to the floor, "What else do you think I'm doing? Trying to ruin your life" he says with a smirk.

I have to do something, but what??

No,  this is none of my business.  I should just leave.

"If you want to ruin my life I suggest you to leave him alone.......... He doesn't mean nothing to me" Minho says staring at Han. Han's eyes fill up with tears as he hears those words coming out of his boyfriend's mouth.

Anger starts boiling up inside me. How could he say that?? I can't control myself, my mom taught me to get mad easily. I can't control my anger.

I quickly step forward and grab Minho's collar and push him into the locker. "YOU REALLY THINK YOU CAN GO AROUND FUCKING WITH PEOPLE AND THEN TELLING THEM THEY DON'T MEAN NOTHING TO YOU!!!?? HE HAD BEEN ALONE ALL HIS LIFE AND YOU ARE GOING TO DITCH HIM NOW WHEN HE NEEDS YOU THE MOST??!! HE HAD SUFFERED....... JUST LIKE ME..... AND IF YOU ASK HIM TO BE YOUR BOYFRIEND THEN TREAT HIM LIKE ONE!!...... GO FUCK YOURSELF" I shout to him, I let go of him and head towards Han.

I quickly grab him by the arm and pick him up. "Come with me" I say softly, he nods and gets up.

END OF FLASHBACK
"Han... " I quickly realize who he was. I quickly run to the door and open it but he is gone.

Shit......

He has to know me, he has to remember me.

"and I do remember you, you are my hero" a voice says from behind the wall.

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