Afraid Of Love (Namjin)

28- Myself

3RD PERSON POV
The newly dyed hair boy walks down the hallway, awaiting for something delicious to eat. He enters the loud lunch room and spots his friends right away. "oh my god, your hair looks so nice!!!!" jungkook squealed. "The blond fits you perfectly" Jimin says pasting me a tray of food "I got you this since I knew you were going to come late and I didn't want you to wait to long in the line".  Jin thanks  him and start eating, "where's Hoseok?" Jin asks seeing that he was not joining them today.  "he went to study,  with Yoongi since the seniors are having their exams more early" Namjoon says. Seokjin nods his head, "don't we have our exams in 2 months" Jin asks.

"yep, better get studying" taehyung says. "but we still got enough ti-" Jin says but was cut off by a shouting across the room,  "hey Jin stop being so gay".  The room went silence in a second. Namjoon looked mad and was about the get up and beat the shit out of the dude but Jin told him to sit down and that he will take care of it.

Jin got up and stood on top of the table. He kept repeating to himself to chill and just say what he wants to say.

"hello my name is Kim Seokjin but I prefer people calling me Jin, lately some people like him" Jin says pointing to the dude that called him out, "want to call me gay, slut, whore and many other things,  but the only reason you like to call me that is because you don't admit to yourself that you like it when a dick goes up your ass" he says strongly. The room fills up with oooooooo's, the boy that shouted out that Jin was gay (name: Chanyeol) hid his red face under his arms while his friends looked at him in disgust.

"I just want to live... But guys prevent that from happening, so fuck all of you... I'm just a gay guy trying to have a good life, if u want to make fun of me do it but I promise if u fucking touch one of my friends you will fucking die, I'm not going to be weak anymore.. I won't be messed with anymore.... I hate being a object, I hate being used... So I won't let anyone fucking touch, use, or hurt me anymore... Oh and I almost forgot.. This is for the people that tried or hurt me" Jin says sticking up the middle finger.

He gets down from the table and walks out the cafeteria.

NAMJOON'S POV
What the fuck just happened??!! "what the fuck?" jungkook asked confuse. The room stayed silent and no body talked everyone was taking every word in. Why do I feel weird?? Is it getting hot in this room or is it just me?! I feel a nudge on my shoulder and look at Yoongi staring down at me. "I think u have a problem you need to fix" he says pointing down. I look down... Oh man holy shit!!!!! I curse out loud. I quickly get up and try to hide my hard boner, shit I never knew I was attracted to madness. I run out the room and into the bathroom, I lock myself in. "ah... Shit what do I do know??". 

JIMIN'S POV
"what happened to Namjoon?" I ask confused as to why namjoon just went running out the room. "he had a problem, don't worry he will be fine, just eat because u have not been eating much lately" yoongi says kissing my head. I pout, "I'm on a diet" I say.

He looks confuse, "babe I don't want you to be on a diet, you are perfect" he says brushing my hair. "You are just saying that because you are my boyfriend, I don't think I'm perfect, I feel chubby" I say looking down.

I feel yoongi pull up my face to look at him, "don't say that ever again, you are the most perfect human being I have ever meet even if you were just my friend I would be saying the same thing I'm saying right now to you, promise me Jimin that will start eating more and not think negative about yourself" he says grabbing my face.

I smile, "I promise" I whisper. He smiles back and gives me a peak on the lips, I push away lightly. "Yoongi~ people are looking" I pout, he smiles and pinches my cheeks. "I don't care, they all should know you are mine and only mine no one should touch you except me" he says gently rubbing my cheeks.

I smile, "I love you, and I will always be yours" I says hugging him. "I love you too" he says back kissing me on the head.

"awwwwww... We just witnessed a other Yoonmin moment" Taehyung says smiling wide. I smack him in the head "and I just witnessed you destroying my moment because of your fucking alien mouth" yoongi says with a glare.

Taehyung just shrugs.

SORRY THE CHAPTER IS SHORT.... I JUST HAD MY FIRST EXAMS AND MY HEAD HURTS LIKE SERIOUS I PREFER WRITING THEN MATH SOMETIMES....... I just hope I will post soon... WELL SEE YOU NEXT TIME!!!!!!