What Do You See When You See Me?

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I wonder what you see when you see me.

Do you see the imperfections I saw standing in front of the mirror?
Poking and prodding every little flaw with disgust.
If they said it it must be true.

Do you see the hate I marked my skin with?
Tally marks to remember battles I have lost with myself.
I am still here, wounded but breathing.

Or do you see the love I give to it in spite of the perceived flaws?
I am still learning to love this home of mine.
So I stand in front of the same damn mirror as a statement and tell it with enough conviction,

“I am the goddess of this body, this is my temple and I will decide to decorate it however I want,
I am the idol that resides here; this is my shrine and mine alone.
And if you so much as raise a finger, click your tongue to tell me how to decorate it
I shall rage on you, curse you, spit fire to burn you.
I won’t conform to fit your neat little boxes any more. I am more than enough to destroy those doubts, insecurities and suffocating walls.”

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