For My Own Closure

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I looked at it like it was the end. My future which was firmly in my grasp just moments before slipped right out of my hands and walked away. I stayed rooted to my spot Thinking what can i say to change it, what can I do that it stops so that I can run to it or IT returns to me.

The sky opened up, Roared and cried with me but I.... I didn't do anything. Letting go is the adult thing, right? So, I took the Fall as gracefully as I could. I was still shocked at the sight lead out before me feeding into nothingness.

When I felt didn't matter anymore, what I wanted was out of the equation because it didn't want me. I did wonder whether I will look back at it with guilt or regret.

A moment of stillness in the pouring rain while I stuttered a good bye for my own ears, for my own heart, for my own closure and turned my back on something that turned its back on me.

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