Safe

Chapter 28

Haylee's pov 

~6 HOURS LATER~

''we have the results luna'' the doctor linked me and i was in the middle of dinner with adrian, tori, jared, cameron, tanner, and conner. 

''um guys excuse me ill be right back'' i said and i got up from the dinner table.

''where are you going.'' adrian said 

''i need to go get something from my mom's real quick.'' i said 

''can it wait till after dinner?'' he said 

''no um it can't ill be back'' i said and i walked out realizing i gave the worlds dumbest excuse.

I ran to the hospital and got in the elevator and went to the third floor. 

''hi luna the doctor would like you to sit and wait till she comes out'' the lady said and i nodded.

After a long ass five minutes she came out.

''hi luna would you like to talk somewhere more private?'' she said and i nodded and she walked me to her office and we sat down. 

''okay so we got your results back-'' she stopped and handed me my folder. 

''it appears you have poor egg quality meaning you don't have alot of eggs and it will be hard to have a pup but not impossible how is your menstrual cycle?'' she said

''i get it every few months sometimes a longer period of time passes'' i said 

''that is a sign it basically saying you how much eggs you have the average women gets her period every month meaning she has alot of eggs you are just irregular'' she said 

I looked down and my heart just broke. 

''there is also something else that we do need to know.'' she said 

''what is it'' i said 

''were you ever hurt down there'' she said 

''why'' i said avoiding the question.

''when the gynecologist looked at it she saw signs of force and some scarring'' she said 

''i um-'' she cut me off

''you don't need to explain if you can't'' she said

''i was raped alot'' i said and she got quiet. 

''at what age'' she said 

''i can't remember fifteen i think'' i said 

''im so sorry but if you take a look here you see the picture thats basically supposed to be right here thats what it is supposed to look like and when we took the picture for yours um your insides looked like this apparently when he raped you he pushed this back blocking that area in your uterus'' she said and i put my hand over my mouth.

''what does that mean.'' i said 

''like i said its not going to be impossible but it will be hard it means there could be miscarriages'' she said and i looked down.

''can it be fixed'' i said

''well it does look like it is healing over time because at first you know how we took two pictures'' she said and i nodded

''yeah'' i said 

''well look'' she said 

''this one is the first and this is the second'' she said 

''its in a different place like it's moving back to its normal place very slow'' she said 

''its basically going slow because it has been so long if you were human it wouldn't heal like that it would just be stuck in that place but since you turned it is healing everything and making sure everything is in the right place in your body hopefully that's what is happening'' she said and i sighed.

''i hope'' i said and i closed my folder.

''thank you'' i said and i got up.

''just don't give up on hope okay?'' she said and i nodded and i walked out and went back home. 

''where have you been'' tori said and i put the folder behind my back. 

''oh um apparently i didn't leave it at my moms'' i said 

''you were gone for almost an hour haylee'' adrian said 

''OH MY GOD WOULD EVERYONE JUST SHUT THE HELL UP AND STOP WORRYING ABOUT WHERE THE HELL I WENT'' i yelled and everyone got quiet.

''i was at the damn hospital okay'' i said and i put the folder on the table. 

''for that'' i said and i grabbed my keys. 

''hope you are fucking happy now'' i said and tori picked up the folder and i walked out and got in my car and i drove off. 

Tori's pov 

''oh my god'' i said and put the folder down.

''what is it'' adrian said and opened this.

''what is this'' he said

''oh right you aren't a girl'' i said and he rolled his eyes.

''it basically says she can't have a pup well not that she can't but it would be hard for her'' i said 

''hard for her how'' adrian said 

''um okay let me dumb this down okay she dont have alot of eggs meaning if a sperm tried to get an egg it would be almost impossible to create a pup'' i said and they all widened their eyes.

''damn'' cameron said 

''i feel terrible now'' adrian said

''me too'' i said and i sighed. 

''i will go find her'' cameron said

''you are not her mate'' adrian said 

''well her mate just fucked up and pissed her off'' cameron said 

''cameron just go'' i said and adrian growled 

''shut the hell up already can't you face the fact that sometimes she needs her friends more than her mate'' i said 

''right now she needs cameron because we fucked up'' i said and i walked away

Haylee's pov 

I sat by the water and i put my feet in. The lake that has so much problems one where i made a mistake by having sex with cameron and almost killing myself. 

''you okay.'' i heard and i looked up and saw cameron. 

''no'' i said and sighed

''i know that you can't have kids but i don't know why'' he said and he sat next to me.

''i can't have kids because i barley have eggs to make a baby and when james raped me all the time it fucked up something in my uterus so im basically a walking fucking broken person who can't have a kid cause i was raped and don't have eggs'' i said and he hugged me.

''she said that it is supposed to heal and go back to normal because it looks like that's what it is doing but even if it does i don't even have enough eggs to make it possible'' i said 

''im so sorry hay'' he said 

''i was so scared to have a baby or pup or whatever you call them'' i said 

''i was so damn scared to have one because i didn't want to bring this innocent being here with all this bullshit going on and now that everything in my life changed and im around people i fucking love all i wanted to do was have a baby to be around amazing people that would love and care for him or her'' i said and he pulled me to him and let me cry on his shoulder. 

I just hope and pray and fucking wish that one day i will have a beautiful baby boy or girl...