LOVE IN HIGH SCHOOL

chapter 11

Frank's POV

I feel so stupid and childish for getting jealous over Bert and Gee hanging out, talking all these stuff. But honestly, it seems like he's really into him and I can't help myself, to worry. I don't want to tell him that, because he'll think I don't trust him. I do, I just.. Uhh. I just wish he'd pay attention to me, just like before.

"Hey Frank." Andy snapped me out of my thoughts. "You alright, you honestly seem like need someone to talk to. What's up?," he asked, looked me over. He sat down opposite of me, still curiously observing me.

I waved with my hand, "oh, it's nothing. Promise." I guess I'm a good liar, but Gee never believes me. Not anymore. Not after the things that have been happening before.

I nodded and we talked for some time, until Gerard joined us and I got uncomfortable with Andy asking all these questions about Better and blah blah. I made an excuse to get away from that, but Gee of course read he and insisted to go with me. So, I let him come with me. Of course, he was asking what's wrong and such and I didn't really have the guts to tell him, so I lied. I lied that it was just school work and he believed me. For once. I was glad that I finally don't need to explain myself all the time to him. I love him, but sometimes I can't really go with him and tell him literally everything.

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After he kissed my cheek, he almost walked out and I, without any thinking pulled him back. "Frank?," he asked confused, but he still had this quirky smile on his face. I didn't say anything, as I pulled him closer to me and somewhat gently pinned him up against the wall.

I kissed him and wrapped my arms around his waist. He didn't kiss me back and his hands were pressed against my chest and I knew that he doesn't want that, but I don't want him to go. "Baby, please," I said, pulling a bit away from him. I don't know, I just want him. I love him and I want to make him realize that. But, he didn't say anything. He just bit down on his lower lip, chewing on it. He ended up hugging me, which seemed like it was done with some sort of resistance. Great, I feel bad now. He sighed and pulled away from me, "we're in school silly," he chuckled and explained. I nodded. He's right and I couldn't really stop myself. I feel a bit bad now.

I picked him up and sat him down on the nearest sink. "What are you doing?," he asked and giggled. "I'm heavy and it's going to break," he continued and looked up at me with a smile on his face. I smiled and ruffled his hair, "no it's not. Trust me."

"Hey!," he glared at me and ruffled my hair as well. I laughed and stepped away from him, but he pulled me into a kiss again. "I love you," I said and that's when the doors opened. I swiftly turned around and saw, no one else but Bert.

"Oh. Sorry for uhh.. that, I didn't mean to interrupt you two," he said, looking from me to Gee, sitting on the sink. I got a bit away and turned to him. "Sorry," he said again, as he just turned around to walk out. I rolled my eyes and Gee jumped off the sink. "Hey, wait up!," he called after him and got out as well.

I stayed there and turned around to look at myself in the mirror. I sighed and leaned on the sink with my hands. This so isn't fair. What does he see on him? What!

I got out and back to the cafeteria where Andy was sitting. "Yo, what were you doing so long with Gee there?," he asked and smirked. "And what's up with him and Bert?," he kept teasing and looked at me.

I grabbed my bag off the floor and shoved some papers inside. "I don't fucking care. Fuck off Andy," I basically spat at him and walked out. I swear to god if someone mentions Bert ever again I'm going to snap.