LOVE IN HIGH SCHOOL

chapter 12

Ryan's POV

For Two days i didn't go to school just needed time for what happened between Brendon and I. I realized that i still have many things to do so, i decided to got up and prepared my self to go to school.

All my friends were welcome me with excitement Like i've been gone for so long and finally came back. I was a bit confused but also happy. They are all my good friends.

I choose to just stay in the classroom so i didn't have to see Brendon around the school. Then i met Bret. He probably came first to the class.

"Hello." I greeted him and smiled at him.

"Hi." He replied me without a smile. Well, i don't really care actually. So, i just ignored it and took a book inside my bag and read it. Not too long, Gerard and his boyfriend Frank came to the class.

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When the class was over, i still had to go to the library to do my home work. Then i saw Jamie and Tiara talked to each other by the lockers and they noticed me.

"Hey, Ryan. How are you?" Jamie said as he walked towards me and have me a hug.

"I'm good, thanks. How about you?" I asked him when we ended hugging each other.

"I'm good too. Thanks, man." Jamie said and smiled at me.

"Cool. How about you, Tiara?" I asked and looked at Tiara.

"Great. Thanks, Ryan" Tiara responded but she sounded a bit nervous.

"Well, i should go to library. Bye" i said to them and slowly stepped away from them. Not too long after that, Tiara came after me, calling my name.

"Hey, what happened?" I asked her.

"I'm really sorry about what happened. I swear, i didn't mean that. I wish i could fix my mistake for you guys. I feel bad of what i did." She directly said that which was suprised me.

"Tiara, i didn't blame you for that. It's not your fault." I tried to explained.

"If you don't mind i'm asking, why does Brendon hate me?" Tiara asked and Made me even more suprised by that. I never thought she'd ask such a question.

"No. He doesn't hate you. He just didn't like to see me close with any boy or girl. It was jealousy thing." I explained again.

I tried not to worry her because it wasn't her fault either. It was just a misunderstanding. And i'm sure Brendon doesn't hate her. He just being over jealous and that was it.

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When i was about to enter the library, i accidently Saw Brendon and dallon talking in the front of the library. I felt broken inside because of jealousy. Yeah, i was jealous. That's because i still loved him even though we're broke up few days ago.

My body froze as i Saw them. I wanted to go away from that place but they already noticed me. I couldn't go back. Brendon showed me that he could forget me and hook up with another boy after me. I had to show him that i'm cool with that.

So, i stepped foward and past them without saying anything. I didn't even looked at them. I tried to focus on my work, but they still interruped my mind. I still felt hurt seeing them. I couldn't believe Brendon can forget about me that quickly while i'm still working hard for that.

I chose to just hang out with my friends in the cafetaria. I hope i wouldn't meet Brendon and dallon outside. I was so nervous. It felt like i wanted to stab my heart because it was beating so fast.

thank God, they wasn't there anymore. Yet, i was wondering where did they go. Did they go to the cafetaria? Please, don't let me see them and i didn't want to. That was so hurting me.

I spended almost three hours just to convinced my self to go to the cafetaria and meet my friends there and having fun a little bit. Even though i was worried I would met Brendon or dallon.

But finally i decided to just go there. I heard noises from the cafetaria and the sound like there was a celebration on there. When i was going to stepped inside, Brendon was about to got out. He looked at me for a second before he left.