She didn't ask for money or wealth or even a well known position!
She asked for a family who cares for her, appreciates her hard work and loves her.
He didn't ask for anything except revenge from his past and he didn't find anyone to act the role...
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||Chapter One|| New start with new bullying!
"We may have enough from things always become loads on our shoulders. We may get tired and just think to have a break but that doesn't mean to stop your destination. You specify your aim and go behind your dream. Who has said your way would be straight? it definitely will always full of obstacles and hardships but it never blocks your way. All of us face so many different bad things through our lifetime, every age has its risks and problems. But hopefully there will be a solution. I always remind myself that there is always hope in very small details that I haven't found them yet and that hope in my heart will never be faded when there is always be attention, love and eventually appreciation.
When you take care of a small seed to get the magnificent flower you need. It deserves your perseverance. but again if you leave your flower, it shrivels and dies almost like me. I always wonder Why they stop their caring, why don't I see love anymore? I am curious to know what happened to let them change toward me"
She writes the last part of what she always feels in her diary every night when the moon reaches its midst in that profound upward paradise and the little shine stars sparkling their light towards her tiny balcony to illuminate her room to write to her diary about what she feels. She always feels relief when she does that. She takes her diary as her own best friend and secret keeper.
She puts her pen beside and closes her diary gently like something very precious that you keep it away from people's cold deal and iced hearts and not to be gotten in dirt from their doings. She leans her head and her tears predate her words saying.
"Allah, I never get tired of you. I trust in you very well and I know that you will help me skip my problems and I know that you want me to be patient and I am always patient!" She then sneaks warmly toward her bed and overwhelms herself with her blanket and drowns in a deep sleep with that single tear left on her cheek that lets her got tired from all that she faced but she always knows that Allah in her side and he will never leave her alone.
In the morning, she wakes up lazily on her noisy alarm to announce to her about the school hour, it's six o'clock. With puffy eyes she tries to find the stop button and finally she finds it. She takes her clothes off and goes to her bathroom to shower and get ready for school as it is the first day in her last year in high school and she has had enough bullying from that devil soul which disguises in Sarah.
She opens the faucet to let the warm water go through her body gently to erase every single load from her shoulders and to relax her mind and to be freshened. She then dries her body and wears her clothes, it is about a simple black shirt with long sleeves and tight white jeans and her plaid hijab, she is more beautiful when she put eyeliner and some concealer to hide the black under her eyes and very light pink lipstick that lines her full lips. She brings her bag and leads downstairs to find her mother sitting in the living room and watching some TV.
" Good morning!! " She says with a beautiful smile. But her mother doesn't pay any attention utterly. Her smile fades and goes to the kitchen to prepare herself breakfast. She thinks about her mother and grabs an apple and says that it will be better if she eats in school rather than that dull place. She goes outside the house to go to the other hell like she thinks to face new problems with new faces.
Her school isn't that far. She goes to it on her feet. What she always hates about it is Sara and her minions. She always finds a way to bother her and end up crying. She goes straight to her class as it's the last year so she knows where it is. She doesn't like to be mingled with them. She doesn't know how to differentiate between evil and good. Enemy and friend. She has enough problems in her house as she doesn't say home because it's not home. It is just a place to sleep and eat only. So she is not ready to make up any problems to get herself to be worse than before.
Of course she knows that everyone's eyes are on her but does she pay any attention?
No, she makes the floor the most interesting thing to look at. She doesn't know what they mean with their contacts. She may find in them sympathy and in some other she finds hate and grudge. So she leaves all of it at the back of her mind and waits for the class to start. While she is sitting at the back, the teacher is teaching them some mathematical problems and he explains everything over and over. Until he excuses to answer his phone. He drags his legs and gets himself out of the class.
"So miss Light, what the hell are you wearing. Is that cloth around your head or a dirty piece to hide your bald head? " As Sarah says, all the class begins to laugh and their giggles flow everywhere to let her feel pain in her heart. She tries to prevent tears from slipping down in front of everyone and she doesn't have that bravery to speak up for herself. She left the class holding her tears as possible as she can but she leaves the class without even telling the teacher!
"Ooh, are you going to cry. Go to the restroom, it's the only place that you belong to it."Sarah adds with a dramatic effect and follows by more laughter.
"This bald head belongs to your mother, bitch" It is the last thing she has heard when she gets out of the class and she knows exactly where her legs would lead her. She lets her sopping start when her feet just touch the restroom floor. And yeah it is the only place that she belongs to. She shuts the door and slips against it to sit on the floor.
"Why does she always bother me. Why doesn't she do her own business? I wish she disappears from all over the... " What disturbed her, the knock on the door. She quickly stands up and tries to wipe her tears away before anyone enters.
A very beautiful girl slides in and her hair decors her beauty effect and her eyes are so black and have a bright like the night. Her body was like a mannequin. She is just perfect.
"The teacher asked about you and sent me to get you. " The girl smiles and lends her hand for her to take and lean on. She quickly recognizes the girl's voice who has just spoken back for her back in the class. She then smiles a shrivel one and takes her hand and goes with the girl that seems to be new this year through the corridor and she knows that what she is taking is not only lessons about science or knowledge but she is taking bullying like her own best friend!
" Nour!"
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