She didn't ask for money or wealth or even a well known position!
She asked for a family who cares for her, appreciates her hard work and loves her.
He didn't ask for anything except revenge from his past and he didn't find anyone to act the role...
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||Chapter Twelve|| Not a good start !
Do you know how it feels when you're full of emotions? You can't describe your state and you become ambiguous and unconscious about what is going around you. Although your mind is full of a lot of things, you feel empty.
Hopeless!! It is kinda difficult to stop seeing the light that always pushes you forward to live. Being trapped in your thoughts is awful. Here, you don't have any escape. You're all alone. As if life is fading away slowly and consuming all your energy without prior notice.
Emptiness!! A body with no soul. A heart with no love. A brain with no mind. It is the way he feels and makes him so numb. He is more like a ghost wandering and trudging, doesn't have a specific destination. Just flying!!
" I wish I could also fly!! " Hamza utters desperately to himself while heading toward his school.
" Now I have the chance to get what I want. I need to meet her today" he states to himself again while peering his watch to check out the time. And gradually starts to throw that clouds of negative thoughts that are flying above him.
"CLUMSY!!!" Hamza again shouts to himself for the third time and throws his hand in the air in frustration as if he is blaming himself for acting like a stupid when he forgets to write the correct time in the note. Now he has to talk to her face to face and asks her to meet him. He thinks he couldn't. So he starts chiding himself again. " Where was my stupid mind at that time?!! " he is asking no one and for sure not willing to have an answer but it is his way to decrease that fire that is rising inside him but it is so obvious that it cannot be stopped. At least he is trying to throw the negative cloud away!!
The room is full of students that are paying attention to what the teacher is saying. Their eyes stick to the board and their looks are full of concerning And in return, questions are flying around Hamza's head and information exerts its effort to break into his mind but there is no response. His mind locks everything that connects him to the outside. He is trapped inside himself!! He won't stop until he makes what in his mind first.
Time is passing like a tortoise and he can't bear any more. He needs to talk to her and right now. Curiosity takes him to search for her by his eyes. He titles his head a little to find her sitting with the new girl that joined the school lately. She is so pretty. Her oval face that perfectly fits her hijab and her wide twinkling eyes that melts anybody looking at them. Those full lips, that are created to be eaten. He doesn't get the moment to admire her features before. But figuring her out during the class!!
That is not a great idea!!
"Mr. Jawad, Have you finished observing because we need your attention to be with us at the moment."
The teacher snaps his finger in front of Hamza's eyes then gestures with his eyes toward Nour. In return Hamza gives him attention and bowes his head without giving him a response letting him know that he is sorry. The teacher nods and makes his way to the board but Hamza again jerks his head in the direction of the princess to find her staring back. Their eyes locks and her cheeks flush red right to the moment and quickly turns her face away as if she is not that girl already.
He does that thing for a reason. He is eager to know if what he is going to do is worth the risk or not. Eventually, he makes sure of what he wants to do and that time he won't regret it. Her fire in her eyes that could easily be visible is rising and rising. He knows pretty well that she will do anything to get him back although she is already with someone. The jealousy inside her is going to burn her alive. That is exactly what he needs. He is feeding on her madness for him and that feeling brings him the life that has been gone for a long time. He can't express how he feels right now but he knows he could not be better!!
She is jealous. She deserves this! She is evil, even if she was the one he hoped he would have completed his life with!! Be ready, Sarah!!
That boring class has been finished and everyone rushes to their destiny and Hamza is waiting for his destiny!!
Nour is chit-chatting to Mariam and seems so well. Eventually, some real drama breaks into her life. She needs that. She has been away from life until she met Mariam. Everything has changed. She finally finds someone to talk to, someone to care for her, someone to keep secrets and someone to listen to all your bullshit without arguing. Someone who is a real friend.
Isn't that what friends for?!
" Can you wait here for me, please? I'm just gonna ask the teacher for some questions. I promise I won't take too long." Mariam asks her while pouting her lips and blinking her eyes like a baby knowing that Nour won't like it to be alone.
"No, it's fine. I will grab a coffee and will be waiting for you. You know, just text me when you finish." Nour comprises and lifts her lips in a smile and shoves her hands in her pocket.
"Deal, I won't take too long. I promised. see ya! " Mariam waves to Nour with a very big smile on the face and Nour nods her head and rests her head against the locker. She fitches her phone from her pocket and trudges throw the exit to bring some coffee.
" I need to talk to you " Hamza pops up surprisingly making Nour slipping her bag on the floor. She presses her lips together and her eyebrows knit.
"What's wrong with you?! you always appear surprisingly like a ghost and can't have a serious conversation that makes sense. Are you following me or something? I don't have time for this and...... " Nour spits out what on her mind but who cares. He doesn't give a shit about any word she is saying and starts dragging her by holding her arm and heading toward the aisle.
" Hey you, how do you dare dragging me like that, Am I a dog to you?!!" Nour showers him with questions trying to understand what is happening and tries to let herself go from his wrist but it's useless.
"You're hurting me, where are you taking me?!" Nour doesn't stop complaining and tries her best to pull her arm and hitting his broad shoulder with her another fist and then asks again while hitting him. "Why aren't you answering me?! "
" Shut up!!" A loud voice has crashed the place make it shut silent and to make HER specifically shut her annoying mouth and to add more drama to that scene, every eye is focusing on them right now leaving what they are doing and trying to figure out what is happening.
" What are you looking at, dude huh?! Mind your own business, people" He glares at them and his wrist tightens on Nour's arm letting her wincing in silence, making her scared of that body in front of her couldn't dare to speak.
" Am I the only one who you pour him with your questions and being courage in front of him. Why don't you do the same when it is about Sarah ?!" he shifts to her side and leans on her face and whispers in her ears knowing that it is her weak point and to prove her that she is weak. He is aware that she is going to admit the idea about being weak and yes she will stay weak. She gazes at his eyes in disbelief and tears shimmers in her eyes and before giving up on that tear that fights for her freedom she ducks her head as quickly as possible to not proving him that she is weaker than he thinks. He shoves her a smirk acknowledging her that he wins this fight and holds again her arm.
He continues toward his aim and hopes he gets to the library without having a migraine. But she will never shut up. And starts putting questions again.
" Can you please tell me what is going on?! I promise I will do what you want but tell me what are you doing and why are we heading toward the library? Wait a minute, so you meant to meet me. I didn't get that much information from the note you threw to me and the date was wrong. I thought this note was just a mistake or were you drunk when you were writing it. But that could not be possible, we were at school.....??" He doesn't allow her to complete that speech and he won't because what he said later cannot be understood.
" I want to be your boyfriend. "
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