I Still Want You

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In a garden filled with blossoming loneliness.

I saw you there, it's as if the garden bloomed when you walked in the garden.

I just watched you pick up those blue flowers that caught your eyes while I'm stuck in this sand castle surrounded by thorns.

I wanna know your name.

Know everything about you.

So I tried to pass through the thorns with my mask on just to talk to you.

I love how you smiled at me.

Your smile is like the sun.

It's so bright that it hurts my eyes but I still want to see it.

I only know your name which is Lisa.

I wanna know more about you.

But I can't.

I want to be with you without my mask on.

I think of you every single day.

There's no day that I don't see you in my mind.

There's this flower that resembles you in this garden filled with loneliness.

I want to give it to you.

Give it to you without my mask on.

But I can't.

This is my destiny.

I want to show you me.

Give you me.

But I can't show you my weakness.

All I can do is see you coincidentally with my mask on.

I want to take you with me far away from everything.

If I show myself to you without my mask,

Will you accept me?

Or will you leave me too?

Don't smile on me.

Light on me.

Because I can't go to you as myself.

I saw you after a long time.

With someone who had the courage to be with you without a mask.

I was afraid.

So afraid.

Pathetic.

If I had the courage before.

Will everything be different now?

I'm crying at this sand castle.

That's disappearing and breaking down.

I looked at the broken mask and mumbled,

'And I still want you.'









This doesn't make any sense lmfaaaaaaooo.

So btw this is inspired by The Truth Untold of BANGTAN SONYEONDAAAAAAAN

Oh and nyeong-an fellow humans!!!

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