falling. it felt endless. as if he would keep falling forever. but if he did, he wouldn't have jumped off the bridge. suddenly, the endless falling came to an abrupt stop. the water flows through the fabric of his clothes—soaking them instantly. while it also made its way down his throat, lungs burning, screaming for air as his numb body sinks deeper into the ocean. he's enveloped in darkness. his mind goes blank. lungs no longer burning. has he finally met his end? will the pain finally cease? jungkook can finally be happy now. now that he's gone. maybe taehyung will even get to see jimin. but after all that he's done to jungkook? how will he ever be able to see jimin now? i'm sorry i could never save you jimin. i'm sorry that i'm such a fucked up person and i put you through so much pain, jungkook. none of you deserved to suffer because of me. i shouldn't be forgiven. i don't deserve forgiveness. not after all this. i'll never get it. i haven't even read jimin's suicide note. and i never wrote my own. i wish i could tell jungkook how much i love him. one last time. how much i care about him. nothing i've done says i care about him. yet i feel like i do—did. i'm just too fucked up to care for someone like a normal person. why should he love me back? the feeling of two arms wrapping around his body is unmistakable. he feels that he's being carried to the surface once more. he can't move or even think. no.
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Fanfiction"jimin wrote his suicide note...in my journal," ᴛʀɪɢɢᴇʀ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ɪɴᴄʟᴜᴅᴇ sᴏᴍᴇ sᴘᴇʟʟɪɴɢ ᴇʀʀᴏʀs, sᴛᴏʀʏ ɪs ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀʟʟʏ ᴜɴᴇᴅɪᴛᴇᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴘᴀʀᴛ (vmin/vkook) Edit: Decided after years to edit some parts of this story. I won't delete it in case anyo...
