taehyung hears jungkook walking around downstairs. still, he doesn't remove his eyes from the window. he hasn't done so for days. he hasn't talked for days. honestly, he doesn't know why. the dream was different than usual. that day. it was different. that scared him even further into the abyss. he hasn't slept as usual. even with jungkook. with his boyfriend there, he could sleep a full six hours. now he can barely reach one. after the week feeling completely energized and happy, it's gone. taehyung feels worse than before. why? because he can't feel at all. not like before. before, he could feel sad and depressed. all he couldn't feel was physical pain. with the antidepressants, he can't feel any emotion. he's just...empty. but he can't bring himself to say it. he can't bring himself to say anything at all. before the nightmare yesterday—or early this morning?—tae was considering telling jungkook. not necessarily with actual words. maybe write something down in a journal and show it to the brunette boy. the dream stopped him from even thinking about doing so. usually, jimin doesn't do that. he isn't that wicked in the dreams. he just guilt trips the long-haired male for hours until he wakes up. he never said anything even remotely close to what he did today. and he never hurt tae. he never even stood up from the floor unless it was to leave. and then, the older male never even said goodbye. he would just disappear into the black darkness surrounding them, leaving taehyung to wake up.
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Always You
Fanfiction"jimin wrote his suicide note...in my journal," ᴛʀɪɢɢᴇʀ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ɪɴᴄʟᴜᴅᴇ sᴏᴍᴇ sᴘᴇʟʟɪɴɢ ᴇʀʀᴏʀs, sᴛᴏʀʏ ɪs ɢᴇɴᴇʀᴀʟʟʏ ᴜɴᴇᴅɪᴛᴇᴅ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴘᴀʀᴛ (vmin/vkook) Edit: Decided after years to edit some parts of this story. I won't delete it in case anyo...
