Their Sides (Patton Sanders X Reader)

Chapter 26-Memories

A/N: So for this chapter, Y/N is basically reliving old memories but in these memories, some of the things described, e.g clothes, are quite modern and aren't really relevant to the time that these memories would have taken place but just go along with it please. Also, the clothes that Bella's sides wear are revealed because I don't think that I described them apart from Y/N's, which I have gone back and edited, but if I have, please disregard those descriptions because these are the actual ones. I finally have some ideas for where I want to take this story so updates will probably be more frequent. However, if you do have any ideas at all, even if you think that they're bad, please tell me. So yeah. This chapter is going to be a really long one, probably the longest one I've ever written, but it felt best to have it all in one chapter so brace yourselves. Anyway, I'm rambling now. Let's get on with the chapter

h/c: hair colour
f/c: favourite colour

Y/N's POV

Eventually, we both had to pull away from the kiss with wide smiles on our faces and a deep scarlet blush across our faces.

"So...what do we do now?" Patton asked awkwardly.

"Well, I've had quite a few things on my mind recently about what happened so I was wondering if I could talk to you about them please. Only if you're ok with it though. I mean I don't have to but I just thought-" My rambling was interrupted when Patton placed a finger on my lips.

"Shhhh. Y/N it's fine" he giggled "I don't mind. What do you want to talk about?"

"Well a lot of things really. I'm not sure where to start. I guess I should get the most important thing out of my mind first" Patton just sat on the bed nodding, listening with eager ears.

"When I was in the room with D-" I tried to say his name but the very thought of him sent shivers down my spine and brought me to the edge of tears so I decided that I couldn't, or shouldn't actually say his name, "the slimey boi, one of the first thing that happened was that Ivy, my dark side, came into the room to tell me that she was going to disguise herself as me so you guys wouldn't know I was gone. At first, I wasn't sure why she would do that and potentially help that snake to hurt me, both physically and emotionally so I asked her why and she just told me it was revenge but for what, she didn't say. I've kept thinking about what I've ever done to her but I couldn't and now I'm really worried that I hurt her in the past and I don't know if I can right the wrong I've done to her. I don't know why I'm telling you this. You barely know her so you wouldn't be able to help but I just thought that maybe, just maybe you might have some sort of idea of what I've done to her as we are so simular" Patton just shrugged as he tried to process what I just told him.

"Sorry pumpkin but I don't know. However, something tells me that it could have something to do with Vivian"

"Maybe..."

"Look I have an idea. Why don't you try and revisit any memory of you and Vivian together. I mean in my room, I am able to revisit old memories, although I haven't told the others yet so please don't tell them. Maybe you might be able to do the same" He suggested and my face lit up as I pulled him into a tight hug and kissed his forehead

"Patton you're a genius. I completely forgot about that aspect of my room. This way, I might just be able to find what I did wrong and put it right. Thank you much cookie" I pulled away from the hug and then had an idea. "Could you possibly come with me please. It'll be easier to work out what's wrong with two of us. Plus, I kinda need the moral support" He smiled at me.