Babygirl || Lucky B Smith

3.5

We finally arrived at Lucky's place to be greeted by him excitedly at the door.
I was so doubtful for this trip I kept feeling as though something bad was going to happen. Luke decided to take a little nap on the couch even after sleeping on the flight, the layover, the second flight and in the car while everyone else picked their rooms for the weekend.
I quickly opened a door to see Alec already unpacking his duffel bag on the bed.
I glanced up at me emotionlessly before staring down at his bag again.
"Alec how long are you gonna be mad at me."
He ignored me again now taking his toothbrush and toothpaste out of his toiletry bag.
"Alec!" I grabbed his bag and pulled it away from him to get his attention.
He glared at me.
"Cmon Alec. I miss you." I said.
Alec stared at me for a second. His face raw with an unexpected look of hurt.
"No you don't." He said quietly.
"Yes I do. I'm sorry. I really am." I mumbled staring at him. His eyes held tears in them that broke my heart.
"You don't seem to understand." He started, his voice shaky and torn.
"You used something that is extremely personal about me, something that basically only you knew about and used it against me. Used it as gossip." Alec said his words now making me cry.
"I hate myself." He said.
"I hate every single piece of myself and you thought that using the one thing that is tearing me apart from the inside out against me was a good idea. You thought you could just let someone know something that secretive about me without asking me."
"What the fuck Andrea!" He yelled making me flinch.
"I can't believe you did that it's really not okay."
"A friend wouldn't do that."
"Definitely not one of mine." He added making me cry more.
"Fuck and his response, his response did not help at all."
"He's not skinny enough to have that disorder." Alec's voice cracked when he said that.
"You know how horrible it was to hear that?"
I shook my head through cries.
"Alec!"
"I'm sorry."
"What do you want me to do?"
"What can I do?"
"What you should've done was not forced me to go on this stupid trip. What you should've done was told me after you did it."
"What you should've done was not tell him in the first place."
He stopped and wiped his now dry eyes that were replaced with anger while I looked like a mess of tears. He opened the door to everyone else sitting on the couches now their attention on us.
"We just broke up, don't ask us about it. I'm very happy this just happened." Alec glared at me one last time before going back into his temporary room and closing the door.
Everyone was silent and Luke quickly got up and walked into Alec's room.
Lucky's eyes met mine and he stood up.
"Can we go for a walk please?"
"Sure." I sighed and left with him.
- Luke POV-
My head had been non stop pounding with the feeling of a migraine not to far away even though I had taken over the amount I'm supposed to take of my medicine.
I could hear Andrea and Alec fighting through the walls for awhile until Alec opened the door and let everyone know they had broken up.
Andrea looked destroyed, Alec looked angry and upset.
I was overjoyed.
Finally she's out of the picture.
I quickly got up and to his room.
Just from standing up I felt so lightheaded and woozy.
The second he opened his door I climbed up onto his bed.
"What do you want?" He grumbled.
"I wanted to comfort you in a time of need." I shrugged.
I was so unbelievably tired I couldn't keep my eyes open, god my head was hurting so bad.
"I don't need comforting."
"Why not?"
"Because I'm not gay." I could now see the mark I made on his neck from biting him and a part of me wanted to do it again.
"I'm not either." I added.
"I wouldn't care if you were or weren't. Wouldn't matter to me or effect me at all." Alec added.
I rolled my eyes and flopped over on his bed facing away from him. These conversations were so hard to have with him.
"Why did you actually come in here?" Alec asked. I stared at the wall silently deep in thought. I wanted to tell him so bad, so badly how I felt.
"Luke?"
"My head hurts really really bad." I mumbled barely able to think of anything I could actually respond.
"Did you take any of your migraine pills?" Alec asked.
"Way to many yes. They aren't working." I sighed. I crawled up on top of Alec so I was sitting between his open legs. His eyes widened as he stared up at me.
"W-why did you move?" He mumbled. I laid down on top of him and wrapped my arms around him tightly, he tried to push me off but I was too heavy for him.
"Stop it. I'm too tired." I mumbled my head in the crook of his neck.
"Move Luke I swear to god get off of me."
"Why?" I whispered as my heads was piercing with pain.
"P-please I don't like you like this stop it." Alec stuttered slightly. My heart broke a little as I knew he wasn't lying this time.
"What do you mean? I'm just laying here." I continued knowing if I moved easily now he would know how I felt.
"Luke p-p-please Im n-not gay I don't like y-you stop trying to force t-this on-n m-me." Alec was starting to panic as was I. I knew he was freaking out and he actually needed me to move. But I couldn't move and have him realize everything. I squeezed him tighter and burrowed my face in his neck.
"Luke!" He yelped pushing my body away from his.
"Get off!" He shouted making my migraine spike giving him the second he needed to push me right off his bed. I fell onto my back with a painful thudd.
Alec decided this was a perfect moment to get off the bed and grab me.
"I know you are basically in love with me-"
I quickly went to defend myself and lie and say no but he cut me off.
"You and I will never happen." He glared at me. I launched myself at him and punched Alec right across the face. My eyes were glossy and my heart was broken.
He stumbled back but stared at me.
"Not what you wanted to hear?" He asked.
"I could care less." I grunted.
"Oh really? You just punched me." His words made me so frustrated.
I pushed him into the nightstand and punched him again. Alec slapped me across the face, leaving a sting. I pushed him again and he pushed me- harder. Alec couldn't take punched usually but today was different. He punched me right into my lip and I wiped away blood. Maybe I should just tell him. Maybe I can. What's the worst that could happen he already told me he's not into me. I could stop lying.
Maybe he is actually into me.
"I- I do-" Alec slammed me into the wall causing my head to crack against the wall. I cried out and instantly Luke stared at me.
"A-are you okay? I'm sorry."
I blinked a few times as the migraine seemed to double in pain.
"I'm fine."
"Are you sure?" Alec asked. I glance up and saw two more of him, swaying back and forth.
"Your right." I slurred now feeling incredibly tired.
"What?" Alec grabbed my arms.
I couldn't even think anymore my head hurt so bad I pulled my shirt over my eyes trying to cover the fact that I was crying like a pussy.
"Fuck." Alec freaked out a little. I dipped my head in between my knees and hid my face with my hands.
"It hurts so bad." I whispered.
I could hear Alec's shuffle until he sat down beside me.
I glanced up at him and I could barely see him at all now which was extremely terrifying. I could barely make out his eyes a nose and mouth but I didn't say anything.
"I haven't had a migraine this bad in a long time."
"I'm sorry." Alec said awkwardly.
"It's not your fault."