Kindergarten Boyfriend

8th Grade; Singing Contest (Part 2/2)

T.W- Suicide

Virgil's POV

I woke up, I was in my room alone. I didn't know where Roman was so I got up to look for him.

I checked the hallway, living room, kitchen, everywhere. I even walked outside. I wandered for a while until I did finally find him. He was laying down looking up at the sky, eyes closed, his arms were by his side. I walked closer and then saw a piece of paper next to him.

Dear Virgil,

I know we have been great friends for a while now.
And I couldn't be happier.
But I could be.
I need you to be mine.
I've needed you for some time. 
And I miss you.

So I have brought myself to you.
Im sorry that you felt the need to leave.
But if you have to leave,
I do to.
Someone needs to protect you.

Don't worry about your Dad.
He hasn't been stressed since you left.
And my Dad, he will be relieved to have no more kids in his life.
I will see you soon.

~Roman

I was crying, I didn't know what he meant by 'Im sorry you felt the need to leave' or 'Patton will be relived to have no more kids in his life' but it sounded as if I...I commit...no, I wouldn't do that, Roman keeps me too happy for me to even think about that. 

I looked at Roman to see his wrist were cut. I gasped and then started sobbing even harder.

Did I make Roman do this?

"Roman?" I whispered. I needed him to wake up. If he wasn't here with me, then I won't be able to handle things, to handle life.

"Roman." I said a bit louder, I was trying to wake him up, but he wasn't. I tried to find a pulse, but I couldn't. But that could have just been from my shaky hands, but it probably wasn't because of that.

"Roman!"I screamed this time. He was gone. And he did it because of me! 

"Roman!" I was freaking out. I was sobbing, I was gasping for air. I couldn't breath. I couldn't breath, I had no one here to help me, to help him. 

"Roman! You can't leave me!" I was on my knees hovering over him. 

"Roman...please don't leave me." I said through sobs. I was getting light headed, but I didn't care, I needed Roman to come back.

"Virgil..." I heard someone say.

"Virgil!"

~~~~~

I shot up after hearing someone screaming my name. I look around to see my Dad, Patton, and Roman all around me. I had tears running down my face, and I wasn't breathing easily.

I looked at Roman, he was fine...He was fine...It was just a dream...it was just a dream!

"Roman!" I lunged myself onto him and continued to cry.

"Shh...Everything is fine. Nothing bad happen, it was just a dream. It's okay." I pulled away to see him crying.

"W-what's wrong?" I asked him through a sob.

"Nothing." He pulled me back into a hug.

~~~~~

Roman's POV

I woke up in the middle of the night. I saw Virgil crying in his sleep, it wasn't unusual, but when he started to actually sob, I attempted to wake him up. But he didn't. He started to gasp for air a minute later, and I started panicking.