*jessie*
Danny sent me a link to one of his songs 'the man who can't be moved' and said that he would be there for one hour?
Jess: cam?
Cam: yeah babe?
Jess: I'm just popping out to see holly, back soon...
Cam: ok bye
I grabbed my keys, phone and bag before getting into my car. I don't know where I met him. Think Jess. Does her mean the coffee shop curb?! no? it's worth a try.
I start the car and set off on a long drive to Essex. I pull up to the coffee shop. It's quite empty. I park, find my beanie and glasses before getting out and walking in.
I scan the room and see Danny staring at his hands. I walk over and sit opposite him. There is a drink already there. He knows me well, or just remembers. A hot chocolate with cream not milk. I smile and he looks up.
Jess: hi?
Danny: *sigh* hi
Jess: what's wrong?
Danny: nothing, well lots but, I need to talk to you- like properly privately. So next Thursday Irma is working away, well she is all next week, but I thought after filming you could come over, for dinner and we can chat?
Jess: um? I guess?
Danny: thanks
Jess: danny? what's this about?
Danny: you'll see... anyways come with me...
I picked up my take away drink- I didn't wonder why it was take away- and followed him. We both had beanies and glasses on. We walked and little while until we came to the woods.
Jess: your not going to murder or rape me are you?
He laughed
Danny: no
We kept going. I kicked thw leaves that lay on the floor. i didnt know where danny was going, but i relt i recconised it. after a while we came to a clearing.
jess: why we here?
danny: you dont remeber?
jess: should i?
danny: probably not, it was a long time ago... year 7... we all came here and dug that hole-
jess: and put our stuff in it!
danny: yeah... well i thought we could dig it up again? you know see whats there? memories?
is he on something? got some strange plan?
jess: sure...
he knelt down as if her knew where it was... and started to dig. hands? really? haha. i smiled and joined in. he was right and soon enough we came to a box that was rotting away full of stuff. we laugh and pull it out. i feel like im back a year 7. we unfold the flaps and pull out the bits and bobs. holly's dancy shoes. marks pick. danny pulled out a picture of us all. it was a non uniform day and we had, had a water fight. we all looked like drowned rats, but all laughing.
i find my thing. a phone case... it has a a loads of pictures of us printed on. danny found his, a picture of him and his dad?
jess: you never spoke about him?
he look away, and seemed to hold the frame tight.
danny: no
i could the lump in his throat.
jess: hey? its ok, why not?
danny: *sigh* its too painful...
i stayed silent, im not going to push anything.
danny: he wanted to see me. but i didnt want to face it, i thought that if ignored the idea of it, it may not be real? stupid i know-
jess: not really, we all do it...
danny: the one day i went, he told me he was proud and that i should as way stick at music because i had a talent. and that i should blame myself for anything that happens if he goes. to remember he will always watch over me... but i do! i should have been there! helped him get better!
he got up kicking the ground. i watched with tears in my eyes.
jess: *swallow* you, you hide that this whole time?
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jess: you shouldnt bottle it up... im sorry... what happned?
danny: he got ill some sorta stomach thing... died valentines day...
jess: v- valentines day? oh god, danny... *soft*
i got up and pulled him in for a hug. he refused at first but soon gave in.
jess: the rose... tattoo... for him?
he nodded, i could tell he was holding back the tears...
jess: you can cry... ha its fine... i wont judge...
i felt him smile. i wanted to cry, i couldnt imagine loosing my dad, and so young.we stay there for a little longer before we separate. the thick atmosphere that once was obvious has settled and seemed to go. i felt more confortable around him...
we collected the things and walked back. we smiled and said goodbye before going our own ways. to be honest i missed our old, old friendship. i miss life back then. simple and easy.
*danny*
i miss my da so much. i drive home, quite away. seeing jess helped, i felt like we could move on. be friends. i wanted more but ive learnt when not to push it.
i get home and go straight to bed, its about 9pm. im knackered. i text irma saying goodnight and go to sleep.
i want them both. i love irma i really do, but jessie, she is different, fiesty alive powerful, gorgeous and what i want, back cant have. why. i dont know what im gunna do, just gunna sleep on it for now...
****sorry its late, sorry its shit, just kinda a filler chaper... :/ ALSO!!
DANNY FOLLOWED ME ON TWITTER!!!!:OOO. AND THEN HE TWEETED ME AND CALLED ME 'BABES'!!!! i died! sorry haha😵🔫
And new album sounds AMAZING!! AND SUPERHEROES SOUND SO GOOD! NEED AUGUST 31st and September 9th to come now!!!!!!😁😁😁👌
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What Is Love? - Danny O'donoghue and Jessie J Fan-Fiction.
FanfictionA twisted love story that starts while they are young but can never quite end let alone begin. Will their love ever blossom or is it doomed from the start? Danny o'donoghue and jessie j fan fiction.