*Jessie*
I pull my trainers on and my hoodie over my head.
Jess: Jackson, come here
I whisper and attach his lead. I pick him up and sneak him into my bag and walk down to the lobby and into my car.
Max: morning Jessie
Jess: morning max, um could you drop me at the park near the studio please?
Max: sure thing
I sat back and look out the window. We soon stop and Jackson leaps out my bag and starts licking max.
Max: well hello
Jess: oh god im so sorry
Max: don’t be
I get Jackson under control
Jess: please don’t tell anyone I have a dog
Max: what dog?
He smiles at me and I thank him before getting out and plugging my head phones in. I put my Spotify music on shuffle and start to run. Jackson runs alongside me with his tongue flapping out the side. I smile and run. It feels so good to be out. I need the fresh air to clear my head.
When I was in L.A. I got into the habit of running 6 miles, yes miles, every morning. The madness of being home again I haven’t had a chance but im going to start. I need to get back into shape and also it helps me clear my head and helps with my depression.
I’ve run about 3 and half miles before fast walking to the voice studios. I pick Jackson up and hide him in the bag before almost running to my dressing room. Partly because of Jackson and partly because I look disgusting and sweaty!
I get to my dressing room and put Jackson down. I full a bowl of water for him because he must be thirsty as hell. There’s a knock at the door.
Jess: who is it?
It opens and Danny comes in, he just walks over and grabs me and kisses me. He stands back and I stumble back a little and for words
Jess: um, morning
Danny: I missed you this morning
Jess: i took Jackson for a run but don’t come to close I stink and are all sweaty!
Danny: I don’t care babe
Jess: I do
He laughs and comes closer wrapping his arms round my waist
Jess: please im yucky at the moment
Danny: shhh
He kisses me again,
Jess: I need a shower
Danny: maybe I need one too
I laugh and grab his hand and drag him into my bathroom still giggling like a school girl. I undress him while he does me. We get into the shower and have a quick shower washing each other along with other things.
We get out and he wraps a towel round his waist as I wrap myself in my dressing gown and walk out.
Danny: well that was… different
I laugh
Holly: finally, god you guys are aloud…
I cover my now bright red face
Danny: oh hi holly
Holly: hi Danny
Jess: what, what you doing here?
Holly: stage stuff? With your team?
Jess: oh god right yeah
Danny: I’ll see you in a bit babe
Jess: ok
He turns round and pecks my lips before leaving.
Holly: sex at work? Really?
Jess: spicing it up ok
I laugh
Holly: classy
Jess: shut up miss I did it in a public toilet with glen
I smirk
Holly: shhhhh!!!
I get dressed in an outfit that had been chosen for me. I can’t even pick my own clothes now. I dry my hair and was about to start my make up when Danny C called me. I go to his office and he tells me to sit down.
Danny c: Jessie, right im going to get straight to the point… your behaviour, not acceptable… your very lucky that I have persuaded them to let you stay…
Jess: im very sorry for the way I acted, everything just got a little too much
Danny c: I understand that but Jessie you put a women in hospital and nearly killed her
Jess: stop talking to me like you know everything that happened! She was stalking me; she left me in hospital fighting for my life-
Danny c: so how you acted was ok?
Jess: im not saying that! Its fine, im back on my meds and running again and it’s all fine…
Danny c: anymore out bursts or anything Jessie and that’s it, im sorry
Jess: fine, never again
Danny c: we need you to also do a public apology on the show thanks
Jess: sure
Danny c: bye Jessie
Jess: bye
I leave. I know I shouldn’t be annoyed because im in the wrong but the way he acts like he knows everything! I get back into my room and do my makeup.
Holly: whats up?
I just burst into tears slamming my brush on the table and throwing my head into my hands.
Holly: oh jess whats wrong?
Jess: im such a fuck up!
I cry
Holly: what jess? No you’re not!
Jess: I am! I should never have been born! I fuck everything up! Every relationship, everything good I have- everything!
I choke out
She comes and sits next to me trying to sooth me.
Jess: I can’t do it anymore holly! I try and cover it up, I take the tablets, I fake a smile, and I run but im dying… im drowning without the water!
Jackson was whimpering at me feet.
Holly: don’t be silly jess, you’re amazing and you don’t fuck everything up… you have me, Clair, Danny, your family-
Jess: everyone would be so much happier if I weren’t here!
Holly: stop jess stop!
Jess: no! I fucked up with Kate! I’ve fucked up so many times with Danny! I wreck everything!
I cry
Danny: hi bab- babe?! Ohmygod jess whats wrong?!
He came to my side but all I could do was get up and run out, Jackson running behind me. He won’t leave me if im upset. I know I shouldn’t shut Danny out but I don’t want him to see me like this. I need to sort my head out!
Im a mess…
*****sorry for crappy updates and taking forever!!! but i have news, i have planned the end of this story too:O please comment, vote and fan:Dxx*****
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What Is Love? - Danny O'donoghue and Jessie J Fan-Fiction.
FanfictionA twisted love story that starts while they are young but can never quite end let alone begin. Will their love ever blossom or is it doomed from the start? Danny o'donoghue and jessie j fan fiction.
