"you love me right?
we both know you
do." - k.sm
in which kim seungmin
is mentally unstable
and will do anything
to break hyunjin's
heart and stability.
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CHAPTER SIXTEEN — ♡ —
jeongin.
was once normal.
or that's what he believed.
jeongin used to be so bright. so bubbly. so,
happy.
with jeongin, he gave out much love and positivity to the world. he loved peace, how people smiled and gave off good vibes. he liked it when everyone was happy.
until, jeongin met someone who he loved dearly. his name was min sejun. another boy the same age as him, they met at a local bookstore and jeongin literally gave him heart eyes.
that day, sejun asked jeongin if he was free. and yes, he definitely was of course. so that's where their relationship grew.
as sejun thought of them as best friends during the months of their friendship. jeongin thought of him as more, he wanted to be with sejun so badly. he craved his kisses, wanted the warmth of his hugs and cuddles. had to urge to run his hands through his caramel hair.
but wanting wasn't the same as having.
because someone else already had sejun.
someone, who called sejun, his.
when jeongin was given the news, he was heartbroken. months of friendship, loving him. sejun decided to give the news later.
"jeongin, I think I know where this is going, but I have a girlfriend. and, I'm not gay."
sejun stopped talking to jeongin. cutting him off after everything they went through.
and that's when jeongin changed.
jeongin's mother tried everything. baking his favorite sweets, spoiling him with love and reassurance. but that wasn't enough.
his mother's love wasn't enough.
his father's words were just trash.
nobody could replace sejun. nobody.
his bright world became pitch black. each step he took, it felt as if death was calling him. and it was, because the school jeongin was attending sejun attended as well. and the news was everywhere.
sejun had spread the word of yang jeongin being gay.
and everyone dragged him down for it.
he could still hear their words till this day.
you're a fucking fag.
kill yourself you disgusting shit.
and all the girls believed you had potential, how damn pathetic.
jeongin more like jeongay
go to hell fucker
a week of being bullied and harassed. jeongin tried committing suicide multiple times. his mother took immediate action, his father transferred him to another school. which led him to seungmin.
seungmin was jeongin's first friend. seungmin saw the cuts on his pure white skin, how his eyes have been used for only crying.
he sensed the hurt inside jeongin.
so seungmin told jeongin everything he needed to know. everything he needed to make someone stay.
but a twist.
nobody deserves you after everything you've been through. so break their heart and watch them suffer. trust me, it won't hurt at all. it's really fun watching them go psycho, you'll love it.
jeongin thought he was crazy at first, until another part of him came out. someone tried to flirt with him on the third week he came to the academy.
it wasn't no innocent jeongini. but instead a real bitch. jeongin made them all feel like shit, yet lure them in with his baby face and precious personality.
