"you love me right?
we both know you
do." - k.sm
in which kim seungmin
is mentally unstable
and will do anything
to break hyunjin's
heart and stability.
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time written ; 21:31 pm time finished ; 21:56 pm
CHAPTER THIRTY FIVE — ♡ —
minho watched the two. seungmin grabbed hyunjin's hand. looked him in the eye saying, "I'm happy. now leave me alone."
he still couldn't believe it. that this was love. "f—fine.." minho's voice became low. "i—if you're 'happy'. I'll leave you be."
"good." seungmin said emotionless. "you're not needed. you're nothing to me."
as those words flowed into minho's ears. he ran out of hyunjin's room to then out of the house. his love life was crumbling down in seconds. as he ran, he felt as if hyunjin and seungmin both had their eyes on him.
he didn't want this. he couldn't accept it. running for what it seems like miles, he arrived at the doorstep of his home. panting, he opened door which swung open. seeing jisung on the couch, playing with his necklace. he had a huge grin on his face. "welcome back minho hyung! how was your trip?"
you don't love him.
you don't love him.
you don't love him.
you can't have him.
you can't have him.
he isn't yours anymore.
"minho hyung. you look sick, are you alright?"
minho trying to break through the thoughts, he couldn't help but compare jisung to seungmin.
your eyes are sparkling like him. your lips pursed and cheeks puffed up. your voice is soft and gentle. you always cared. you were mine.
"minho hyung..why are you staring at me like I did something wrong..am I in trouble?" jisung curled in a little ball and pouted.
he can see right through me. he knew my weaknesses and flaws. he knew everything about me.
you know nothing.
"hyung!! stop it, you're scaring me!"
you aren't him.
I have to accept that.
"I—If you're mad at me..just know that I love you and I'm very sorry!"
you aren't him.
but.
you're like him.
jisung covered himself with a pillow. "I love you minho hyung.." he then giggled and looked at the boy. "if you're mad, we can cuddle."
that's right you aren't him.
you're better than him.
you love me genuinely.
you won't treat me like trash.
minho's lip quivered. shutting the door behind him, he ran over to jisung and pulled him into an embrace. he ran his fingers through the younger's hair, sobbing into his shoulder.
"p—please don't leave! don't leave like him, I'll treat you like you're my everything!"
"m—minho hyung what are you—"
minho ripped the bell necklace off of jisung. jisung gasping, he watched as it rolled across the living room floor. "w—wait it's!"
"don't worry about that piece of shit." minho murmured. "you're not trash. you aren't garbage. you aren't a toy. you're human, y—you're my boyfriend.."
jisung felt his heart pounding. he had never heard minho say something so sweet and the best thing was. it came from his heart.
"h—hyung do you really mean that!" as jisung started to tear up.
minho nodded, If I can't treat him like a prince, "I'll treat you like a prince."
love is so complicated. but guess who isn't a psychotic hoe anymore
