"you love me right?
we both know you
do." - k.sm
in which kim seungmin
is mentally unstable
and will do anything
to break hyunjin's
heart and stability.
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time written ; 21:04 pm time finished ; 21:14 pm
CHAPTER FOURTY FIVE — ♡ —
"w—what if I don't! what if I get help instead. we both can jinnie! I love y—you..b—but this isn't right..I'm sorry that I was dumb to drag you into this mess. I'm sorry that this is going all wrong. I want you! I want the hwang hyunjin! not this crazy psychopath!"
hyunjin blankly stared at him. caressing his cheek, he kissed it.
"tragic."
using the knife, he cut seungmin's cheek. watching the blood rush down, seungmin bit his lip to keep himself from screaming.
"s—stop.."
"you never know when to shut up."
then, he slit the other cheek.
"your chubby cheeks are ruined now."
"p—please..w—we need to g—get help.."
"you want us to get help? so what? we can be a happy couple and love each other?"
seungmin nodded, feeling like an idiot. he covered his face, yet hyunjin just slashed the front of his hand.
"you have to stay with me. but, you're such a bad listener. didn't you hear my words? what did I say seungmin?"
"e—end it.."
"end what?"
"m—my life!"
"then why don't you?"
"because I want to live jinnie! I want to be happy, I want to be normal and love you like a normal person!"
hyunjin just frowned at the boy.
"wrong."
he slashed his hand once again.
"I love you like this. when you're screaming, crying. so pathetic and defenseless. you were the crazy one for picking me as your toy. you'll never feel real love seungmin. you'll never find someone else who'll love you the way I love you."
"b—but I wasn't gonna run to someone else!"
"oh I know."
"p—please jinnie..please let's seek help..I—I want us to be happy."
"oh we can be happy seungmin. you don't have to be the only one who takes their life."
seungmin's eyes widened, shaking his head he pleaded,
"please jinnie! no! please, I don't want to do it! I can't!"
