time written ; 14:50 pm
time finished ; 15:05 pmCHAPTER FOURTY THREE
— ♡ —"do you even know what love is?"
as seungmin sat in the student council room, he shook his head. gripping onto his sleeves, he bit his lip to keep himself from crying. "n—no.."
"have you ever felt it? experienced it?"
"I—I don't know.."
"have you ever received it from someone else?"
and that broke seungmin, his head falling down he started to sob. "no..never.."
"now seungmin. do you need help? does he know you're here?"
"he doesn't..I excused myself to the bathroom..
so if he finds out..I don't know anymore..""seungmin. can I ask you something?"
the boy nodded, pulling down his sleeves.
"of course..""how dangerous is he? how much does
he hurt you.""h—he's..he's not dangerous.."
"seungmin, tell the truth or
else we can't help you.""h—he's..h—he's the only one I have..if I tell
you..y—you'll take him away from me..""do you want him to leave you? do
you want him to go?""I—I don't know!"
"is he hurting you?"
seungmin nodded his head.
"physically or—"
"both.."
"do you love him?"
"how should I know...I don't even know
what feelings are anymore..it's so numb. I
t—think..never mind..""do you want to be with him?"
"I want genuine love.."
"what do you want us to do? how
can we help?""I feel like he'll get mad at me..if he
finds out I did this..""what will he do to you?"
seungmin shrugged. chuckling, he
shook his head. "worse case scenario..
h—he'll..""he'll what? tell us before
you do something you'll
regret or he'll do something
he'll regret."seungmin wipes his tears and
smiled at woojin."he'll kill me. or
I'll kill myself."
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INSANE | seungjin
Fanfiction"you love me right? we both know you do." - k.sm in which kim seungmin is mentally unstable and will do anything to break hyunjin's heart and stability.