"you love me right?
we both know you
do." - k.sm
in which kim seungmin
is mentally unstable
and will do anything
to break hyunjin's
heart and stability.
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-_•-.—••__.__—..•
—we're finished
have you ever been in love?
SELECT
YES [✔️]
NO
did they love you back?
SELECT
YES
NO
"is there another choice?"
kim seungmin, pronounced dead at the age seventeen.
hwang hyunjin, pronounced dead at the age of seventeen. committed murder, at seventeen.
did they love you back?
let me choose something else
did they love you back?
please, I can't.
did they love you back?
GOD NO! IT WAS NEVER REAL. WE WERE NEVER REAL!
so he never loved you back?
no..and I should hate him for it..b—but I can't help but run back into his arms. spoil him with cuddles and just.. love him to death. god.. I wanted him so badly. b—but he's just not the person I should be with..
-_•-.—••__.__—..•
how far would you go?
DID YOU KILL HIM?
SELECT
YES [✔️]
NO
DID YOU LOVE HIM?
YES [✔️]
NO
DID HE LOVE YOU?
YES [✔️]
NO
DID HE WANT YOU?
YES [✔️]
NO
is this unhealthy?
select
yes [✔️]
yes
yes
YES
-_•-.—••__.__—..•
"hyunjinnie, can I ask you something?"
go ahead love.
"how much do you love me? would you really commit murder for me?"
yes. yes I would.
"you know that's a crime.. that's not good.."
I don't care as long as I'm with you.
"but..do you really want me?"
of course I want—
"or do you want my love and affection?"
I only want you. only you my love. you will be mine, forever. ever. and ever. I'm crazy for you, you drive me
insane
[CONVERSATION BEFORE SCENE IN CHAPTER 44]
look into his eyes. tell him, I love you. if they shake, let him go. if you melt and see them soften. keep him.
but if you see blood lust and impurity. leave, because he isn't good for you. whatever you do, don't fall for him. don't fall for his traps.
just like how hwang hyunjin fell for kim seungmin.
and how kim seungmin, fell in love with hwang hyunjin.
END
wow.
holy SHITAKE MUSHROOMS.
is this really..done?
for some reason I feel like this ending SUCKED ASS. mostly because the last few chapters are practically drifting into the ending.
but as you can tell, I have a lot of repetition with the title, aka insane.
I just want you guys to know how bad seungmin's impact was on hyunjin. how much he needed seungmin, needed his everything.
god, this story fucked me up so much. I cried writing chapters. knowing this was SO wrong.
like, what the fuck?
I might write another story like this? who knows. but I really want to thank you guys for this long ride. it's been 50+ chapters and wow.
I'm finished. this is practically one of my favorite stories; maybe one of the ones I'm mostly proud of?
but I really loved the emotional roller coaster in this story.
I guess not every story gets their happy story.
but it's okay,
they're in the end together, just not alive.
but thank you so much !!! I really loved writing this story and I hope to see you in another story!
:)))♡ I love you all
DAY WRITTEN ; JULY 19TH, 2018 DAY FINISHED ; AUGUST 20, 2018
