THE CHURCH GIRL

Chapter49

........**************NAOMI'S POV..............

''I had no idea you can look this sexy for bed'', Devon whispered in my ears startling me. I rolled my ears in satisfaction and in anger.

"What in God's name is wrong with you?. Who sneaks up on someone like that, I could have dropped the glass on the floor you psycho", I yelled in a whisper as I turned sharply from his arms but not before he turned me around to face him.

"I saw what you did there. You weren't sleepy, and yet still you went upstairs trying to avoid me", he started whispering close to my ears again as he learned in deeper and held me back from stepping away from him. I gave him a stare down hoping he will move but he returned the favor by giving me a direct eye contact and still leaning in deeper. I cleared my throat loudly trying to move my head away from his but he just kept smiling like i was a Christmas candy.

"Devon, can you please give me some space, thank you", I murmured loud enough for him to hear me but he just smirked and turned a hair behind my ear.

"You are so beautiful", he murmured sweetly making me drop my gaze to the glass of water I dropped on the counter. "Can I kiss you?. Normally I won't ask and just take it but I'm trying this decent man thingy and I'm hoping you don't let me go back to the original me", he smiled lightly but with a little mockery.

"Devon, I didn't ask you hear, neither do I want you here. You messed up then you show up in my family's house like it was nothing. We were done the moment you called me an object indirectly and you know what, shove that kiss down wherever it can stick to", I pushed him off me, gulped down the rest of my water and headed for the door. He grabbed my arm gently and swiftly moved past me to the door and closed it, leaning his back on it.

"Okay Naomi, I get that I fucked up....okay messed up and I should have been forward with you about me and Daisy but she was that irrelevant to me to even give her the time to talk about. I used her and I know how wrong that sounds but it feels so right. Is different with you Naomi. I mean every time I see you or a glimpse of you just like in the crowd the first day I saw you, you just feel right to me. I can't even keep a straight face when I want to lie because all I can think of is telling you the truth. I am in love with you, so damn much I don't even care if I need to tie you up and kiss you everywhere because it will be worth it", he smiled like he won a lottery and I just scoffed with sarcasm.

"Do you have any idea how corny and cliche you sound right now, and don't even answer that because is not a question. You amuse me Devon, in every possible way. I mean how dumb do you think I am to believe the words that just came out of your mouth Devon. You need to leave and I mean now but wait let me be considerate, in the morning", I turned away from him avoiding eye contact.

"I love you", he blurted out confidently letting go off my arm and standing straight with his hands in his pockets. He was in a fluffy vvelvet casual Gucci men pajamas. For a minute we were both quiet. I didn't know what to say and he seemed satisfied with that.

"Devon, we went out a few months and those were some of the best months of my life and it meant a lot to me. You showed me who you were in and out and I thought I knew all there is to know about you. I don't want to fall in love with someone who has your kind of lifestyle. Devon I want a change, the drugs, the alcohol abuse, the smoking, the gambling for the fun of it, I can't deal with that, I don't even want to", I found my voice but it was a breaking in disappointment. He brushed his palm on my face and they felt so warm when I turned to face him. He looked concerned but glad.

"I'm done when you want me to Naomi. I don't know why but I just want to give up everything for you. I want to have you right here right now and that sounds so dumb and selfish, I don't even care", I backed away from him a little as I smiled in confusion slapping his palm off my face.