i hadn't felt this way about someone before.
ever.
i was pretty lonely
there, i'll admit it
and i guess
just maybe
you were what i needed.
you liked my best friend.
just a little "schoolgirl" crush, to put it into words
and
at some point
when i started hanging out with them again
you smiled at me
and oh god
that's when i blew it.
...
i wish i knew what i was getting myself in for.
YOU ARE READING
him.
Poetryno name was mentioned but you thought of someone, didn't you? ...i definitely did. i think i always will.
