if it had gone on any longer,
i think i would've had to get help.
it wasn't like anything i'd ever experienced.
i was scared
for the first time in my life
i was scared for my health
because i couldn't control this
i guess i didn't understand
how strong the connection between mental and physical health was
and after experiencing it
i never want to be that low again.
if that means letting him go
then so be it.
despite what little value i have for myself
there is still value
and i won't waste it.
YOU ARE READING
him.
Poetryno name was mentioned but you thought of someone, didn't you? ...i definitely did. i think i always will.
