him.

xxxv

monday 15:57
imessage

her: hi,
i saw you got a bit upset at lunch
today, and i just wanted to tell
             you that me and him are just
             talking and are going to see how
             things go. i understand if you
             don't want to talk to me anymore
             or are off with me because i
would be if i was in your
             position. i love you and i don't
             want a boy to get in between us.
             i'm really sorry xxxxxxxxxxxx

you're not though, are you ?

this is the worst monday of my life.

me: hey
     honestly this is all i wanted to
hear from you. i understand it
would've been hard to tell me
this because of everything and
i get you had the best
intentions but it hurt more that
          i had to find out by seeing you
          two together rather than one of
           you telling me. obviously i
           respect your privacy and i
           wouldn't have to be the first to
           know and everything, i think it
           just would've been better that
           way. i'm sorry if i'm off with
you at all, i don't mean it, it's
just going to be hard. i love you
           xxxxxx

another lie.

her: thank you so much, yes i
             understand that now. i won't
keep any more secrets, and i'm
sorry again i love you lots xxxxxx

i guess i can't run off crying every lunch without an explanation.

monday 16:24
imessage

me: we need to talk

him: wdym what's up ?

me: sorry that was a bit aggressive,
     don't worry about it

him: ??? ur telling me later tho

me: i promise.