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it sounds obsessive- and i promise i'm not like that- but i'm starting to feel sad when you're not around.

i mean
we talk across the room in classes we share,
we call each other every night,
we talk about almost everything together-
there are no secrets,
except from mine.

i worry about what girls you're talking to
because i don't know how they feel about you;
i worry who's starting to like you
because i know i don't stand a chance;
i worry one day i'm going to be pushed aside
because i'm too scared to say anything.

and, if i'm honest, i don't think i'm important to you anyway.

and i'm sorry.
i don't want to be obsessive.
i'm just used to being pushed away, and if you push me away

i think i might break.

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