he showed a friend the texts after english
i waited
like i've always done
i've always waited for him to realise things about me
but he never does
and i suppose i'll always be waiting.
"i can tell you're still beating yourself up over it."
"no i'm not!!"
"don't try and hide it, idiot. call me after school, okay?"
he smiled again.
but now i don't know
now after all he's done to hurt me
and those two weeks away from him
-yes they were torture, but-
they made me think
and see things about him
do i still love him because it's a habit now?
because i don't know what to do without it?
it's always me and him
never just me, because that's not interesting enough
it's mostly him
because everyone wants him
do i still want him like that?
YOU ARE READING
him.
Poetryno name was mentioned but you thought of someone, didn't you? ...i definitely did. i think i always will.
