one of the signs i was second best was that you didn't include me with your friends.
(i'm too scared to talk to them anyway,
but the thought is what matters.)
"hey, i'm going to the cinema to see the greatest showman with some of my friends tomorrow."
"ah cool, who's going?"
"oh uhh, ben, michael, kathryn, tilly- maybe a few others."
my heart sank.
"you probably won't want to go right? because i mean you don't really know them, and i know what you're like..."
"yeah it's fine don't worry, have fun tomorrow. let me know when you get back, yeah?"
that's my problem
everything is always fine
don't worry about me
i'm fine.
YOU ARE READING
him.
Poetryno name was mentioned but you thought of someone, didn't you? ...i definitely did. i think i always will.
