Bad Enough For You (Alex Gaskarth Fan Fiction)

Sputtering Words

Warped tour was epiccc. I seen for all those sleeping, of mice and men, mayday parade, the color morale, the story so far, crown the empire. Just ush. Moshing and crowd surfing were yesssssss. Here's a chapter before i pass out!

Hey there it's good to see you again,

It never felt right calling this "just friends".

I'm happy, if you're happy, with yourself.

Take off your shirt, your shoes,

those skinny jeans I bought for you.

We're diving in, there's nothing left to lose.

               I watch his long slender fingers move shakily around the strings of the guitar. His eyes light up and his smile widens as he sings the next line.

I'm gonna break down these walls, I built around myself.

I wanna fall so in love, with you, and no one else,

Could ever mean half as much, to me as you do now.

Together we'll move on, just don't turn around,

Let the walls break down.

I used to wear you like a ball and chain,

I'd run and hide at the call of my name.

It was obvious you were too much for me.

Oblivious, I was young and horny.

               At this line I watch as he looks away from me. Immediately I know this is where Jack convinced him to just put it in.

In retrospect, I wouldn't do it again.

Stop talking shit to every one of your friends

I'm not the same boy you knew back then...

'Cause I can break down these walls, I built around myself.

I wanna fall so in love, with you, and no one else,

Could ever mean half as much, to me as you do now.

Together we'll move on, just don't turn around,

Let the walls break

I can't breathe, my body's shaking.

You've got a way with the way you take me,

'Cause you break me down,

You know you break me down...

I'm gonna break down these walls, I built around myself.

I wanna fall so in love, with you, and no one else,

Could ever mean half as much, to me as you do now.

Together we'll move on, just don't turn around,

Let the walls break down.

Break down these walls, I built around myself.

Let the walls break down.

'Cause you break me down,

Let the walls break down.

               As the ending tune fades away, he places his guitar away from him and he folds his hands and nervously fiddles with his thumbs. I feel the tears falling down from my eyes without any sign of stopping. I can feel my heart pounding through my chest and I swear he must hear it, he must be laughing at how embarrassed I am, at how shocked I am. I feel my palms sweating and goose bumps cover every inch of my body.