At first sight

Chapter 33

Rose's pov

He cursed himself for doing whatever he planned on doing and then he grabbed my bandaged arms. He stared at me for a minute and unwrapped my bandages. When he saw my cuts, a tear immediately fell onto my arm. He covered his mouth and then wiped his tears. He then kissed my cuts.

Gerard: This is my fault....I know it is....I'm so sorry....

I didn't say anything. I knew that if I I opened my mouth and spoke I would immediately cry, so I kept quiet. He kissed my cuts again.

Gerard: I know you keep thinking about the past...about our memories...about us....your miscarriage...our break up....because I do...I think about it everyday and night actually, and it's killing me. -sighs- When Andy called to ask if I could watch you until he's home from touring, I was kinda excited to see you again, but I knew that you most likely wouldn't want to see me so that brought me down...

The words he spoke was touching and they were true. I was thinking about all of that, and I shook because it's almost as if he could read my mind. He cried some more and then he wiped his tears, he set his hand on the side of my face and rubbed his thumb across my cheek, he faintly smiled.

Gerard: Even when you're at your worse you're still beautiful....

He leaned in and kissed me, I didn't stop him. I wanted to but my body was frozen so I let him kiss me. He stared in my eyes and then he kissed me again, this time more passionate and sweet, and it seemed as if it lasted forever. I felt a spark go up my spine and a chilling feeling, and butterflies in my stomach. Why do I feel like this? I've never felt this while Andy kiss me. After a few seconds of hesitating on kissing him back or not, I gave in. He climbed on top of me, both legs on either side of me, and both hands on either sides of my face. I wrapped my arms around his neck, he then kissed my neck and my chest, I let out a light moan that I haven't let out my mouth in so long. He caresses my skin and tug at my shirt, then he stops in the middle of kissing my neck.

He looks at me, and sighs then got up and stood in the middle of the room.

Gerard: I'm sorry....I forgot that you and Andy are....-sighs- Let's pretend nothing happened. I'm sorry.

He rushes out the room closing the door behind him. I immediately felt bad because I forgot about Andy, I wrapped my arms and closed my eyes and fell asleep.