At first sight

Chapter 21

We all sat in my living room, drinking beer, there was an awkward silence. But Brook broke the silence by clearing her throat and spoke up.

Brook: You guys wanna play a game?

Frank: What game?

Brook: Seven minutes in heaven?

Everyone agreed to play and seemed excited except me. Brook took my guitar case and wrote our names down and throwing the paper in my case. She shook my case, and took out two names with out looking, first it was Jamie and Mikey.

Then Ray and Bekky

Then Brook and Frankie

Then Bekky got to go again with bob

Then lastly it was me and gerard. I slowly got up and met him in my master bathroom. It was huge, almost as huge as a bedroom. He closed the door behind us and locked it, I sat on the edge of my bath tub not paying attention to him, I was getting angry again, because I began thinking about the fact that he left me in the hospital. He sat next to me, I scooted away.

Gerard: We're in here for 7 whole minutes...

Rose: yup.

Gerard: -sighs- I'm sorry. I know you're mad.

Rose: Mad ain't the word...

Gerard: .....

Rose: More like pissed.

Gerard: I'm sorry, I thought you were....dead.

Rose: You left me to die! Brook stayed by my side, and not you!!

Gerard: Trust me...I hated myself for doing it, I've been depressed dince then, and I've been drinking and smoking more, I thought I lost you!!

Rose: And you don't think I wasn't depressed!!??

I stood up and stood in front of Gerard, making him look up at me.

Rose: Gerard, you have no idea how that made me felt when Brook told me that you left! I was pissed and sad!! I became depressed and drinking and smoking too!! I cried myself to sleep every fucking night, and thought about you 24/7 and hearing your voice and seeing you on tv didn't help one bit!!

The tears started to pour as I spoke.

Rose: I went home every night with a bottle of liquor and drank myself to sleep, because I fucking lost you, because you left me for dead, Gerard I loved you-

Gerard shot up and kissed me. He cuffed his hands on my face and kissed me passionately, the butterflies came back, and the chills went back up my spine. He broke the kiss and looked in my eyes not letting go of my face.

Gerard: You....you loved me?

Rose: of course I did!

Gerard: I never got to tell you but...I loved you too...in fact, I still love you...idk if you got over me or not but I never got over you. I cried myself to sleep every night to because I thought you were dead, Rose. I thought my love had died. I'm sorry. I'm truly am sorry, from the bottom of my little heart. It shattered after I left you at the hospital. In my mind, you were dead. I thought you were....

He broke down into tears....then he pulled me into an embracing hug, I hesitantly hugged him back, but tighter.

Gerard: Please forgive me?

Rose: Alright...I forgive you...

Gerard: Be mine again?

Rose: We never broke up...

Gerard: so, you're still mine?

Rose: of course...

He broke the hug and kissed me again.

Jamie: Times up!

We stared at each other and smiled, we walked out the bathroom and Bekky turned on some music so we could dance. Later, the guys left.

Brook: we should tell them now.

Rose: Yeah...

We all sat in my bedroom, the girls looking at me confused.

Rose: Okay, so...it's a really long story but to make it short, about a year and half ago, Gerard and I were dating, I met Rose, we became best friends, she lived across the street from me, me, frank, and gerard saw a huge fire coming from her apartment building, I ran to save her, but I got really due to all the smoke, fell over the fire escape railing amd became unconscious, I wake up in the hospital, Brook was there, amd she basically told me that he left me for dead.

Jamie: That prick!!

Rose: Hold on....he told me everything in the bathroom...we had a talk, and made up.

Bekky: awwwhh....

Jamie: it's still messed up of what he did.

Rose: Yeah, but he apologised.

Brook: So, are you two a thing again?

Rose: Yeah.

Bekky: ahhh, omg, you two are so cute together!

Jamie: If he ever hurt you, let me know. I'll beat him to a pulp.

We all laughed. They went home eventually, I began to clean up, I see a piece of paper on my kitchen counter, it was a note.

When the girls leave, call me, I still have the same number if you remember. if not it's on the back of this note.

Love,

Gerard.

I turned over the paper and called him. He asked to come over, I agreed, in under 45 minutes he arrived. He must live close by, I opened the door and he basically tackled me into a kiss, closing the door behind him, he picked me up, I wrapped my legs around him, he found my bedroom and fell on the bed, our lips never seperating. He finally breaks the kiss.

Gerard: I missed you so much, I was lost without you.

He kissed my cheek down to my neck, to my chest.

Rose: I was mentally unstable without you, not a day went by without you in my head.

He slid of his shirt, then he slid off mine, by the time we stripped each other we were under the covers.