"Is This What Love Is?" Nct dream - Jaemin fanfic

Chapter 23 pt 2

MARK

I hear someone enter. I guess they're done talking. Before going out to see Lily, I notice Jaemin run back into his room.

Why is he so sad??? I'll talk to him after.

"Hey," I open the door outside.

"Hi."

"So, did you guys talk?" I ask her.

"..Yeah."

"Are you ready to go back?"

Lily nods and closes her eyes. "Let's go," She sighs.

-

LILY

Mark drops me off. If anyone at the hotel saw me, they would think I just watched Miracle in Cell No. 7 . I never felt this way in my life. I hate it.

A few hours pass by and my mind is all over the place. I decide to take a nap. After the nap, I get up and I'm still depressed.. Because, what the hell?

"I'm not good enough for you."

That sentence is stuck in my head, ever since I heard it.

What the hell does that even mean????? How can he say that and leave? I didn't get to say anything back..

This hurts my mind. The only way to stop this feeling is to deal with it.

Our story is not over. I know it isn't. And he needs to know that.

-

August 7th, 2018 (The next day)

12:10 pm

I thank the taxi driver and I pay them. I walk out and look at the building.

"Hi again," I think to myself.

I knock on the door, waiting for an answer. I really hope Mark opens the door, or else it's going to be awkward.

"..Lily???" Renjun looks at me. "Hey,"

Ugh.

"Hi." I say, without realizing how dead I sound. Can he tell I'm a train wreck?

"Are you here for Mark?"

"No.. Is Jaemin here?"

His eyes widen. "You're here for Jaemin?"

I sigh. "Yeah. Are you guys busy now? Can I talk to him?"

"Um, we just have to study for our exams. The four of us."

I nod. "It won't take long."

"I'll get him." He goes inside.

I look down. I have to tell him everything today. Right now. I'm going to lose it if I don't. I won't let this ruin my visit.

JAEMIN

Renjun comes back inside after getting the door.

"Who is it?" Jeno asks.

"Um.." He stands in front of my room.

"It's for you." 

I get up from laying on my bed. My hand rests on my study notes.

"For me???"

I get up and I walk to the door.

"Wait. Who is it?"

Jeno comes out of his room because he's curious too.

"...It's Lily."

"What???" Jeno and I say in unison.

I go out.