self loved | e.d.

fifthteen

his hands roam around my body. taking every chance he can to make love to me.

even if it means nothing, i still want it.

i still want him.

"do you want it?" he asks.

my breath becomes short and heavy. "yes."

the boy starts to uncover his body parts as i do the same.

he slides on coverage over his member.

grabbing onto my wrists, pinning me down onto the bed.

i close my eyes as he starts to enter inside of me.

giving me a sudden shock into my lower area.

"shh." he tries to make me calm.

pain strikes throughout my body, but then starts to turn into pleasure.

as the boy starts to enter into me more, i become more intrigued with how it feels.

i try to get more oxygen in me to speak. "faster." i whimper.

he looks up to me. beginning to make love starts all over my neck.

the deeper he goes into me, the more i scratch on him and grip.

taking his time by thrusting slowly and deeply into me.

"please." i beg.

he listens to me directly and starts to speed up it pace.

making every part of my body to become numb. for-filled with excitement and electricity.

moans start to escape out of my mouth.

he starts the become slower with his pace again, teasing me more.

i close my eyes to take in the satisfaction, opening them again to look up at ethan.

my eyes open up widely as my body shoots up.

i'm covered with sweat.

my whole body feels numb and out of place. especially between the inner part of my thighs.

"oh my god." my fingers rub my eyes to see it's still dark out.

i turn my head to the side and pick up my phone.

seeing that it's 5:56 am in the morning.

my mouth opens widely yawning after i stood up, stretching.

why did i have that dream? i thought to myself.

the shower flicks on after i turn the nozzle for the water to be mildly warm.

after i strip my clothes off from my body, i hop into the shower. letting the water hit my back, soothing me more as i stood there.