self loved | e.d.

twenty four

*grayson's pov*

"guys." i spoke out. everyone's eyes turned to me. "it's been more than seven minutes. one hour in fact."

vanessa playfully hit my arm, gaining my attention. "let them be. they both wanted each other."

i nodded my head agreeing with her.

"let's continue to play." i smirked. she rolled her eyes at me.

when i first met vanessa i never thought i'd have feelings for her. only small feelings though. never really one to gain feelings for something after last time.

and i'm scared for those feelings to grow. she doesn't know how badly i was hurt last time.
not wanting to be hurt again.

my index finger tapped onto the glass bottle zoning out.

it gets snatched out of my grip by vanessa. "stop stalling." she sat up from her seat, putting the bottle back into the middle and giving it a good spin.

the palms of my hands start to become clammy.
no i haven't had a thought like that with vanessa.
but i still have to kiss her if it lands on me.

watching the bottle sternly, waiting for it to stop on a person.

hoping it to not be me.

luckily enough, it lands on a guy.

peter gainsfield.
senior.
douchebag.
very cocky.
and a player.

the biggest player of the school.

"well, well, well." he got up from his seat, walking over to vanessa.

"well, well, well." vanessa copied him.

both of them came face to face. vanessa held a strong look on hers, as for peter, he was smirking.

peter always had that movie star look. girls fell for him because of his looks.

he had chocolate brown hair with his thick, full eyebrows. matching with his eyes as well.

when he smiles his dimples show — giving him a less imitating glare. light small brown dots across the bridge of his nose and under eyes; freckles.

tall and a bit masculine. but it's his face to make girls fall. he looks like a giant compared to vanessa.

"you have some quite attitude." he spoke looking her up and down.

"can say yourself." she grinned. "let's cut to the chase, have you ever thought about having sex with me?"

"never seen you in my life, only once or twice around the halls. so no." he confessed.

"good." she put her hands on the sides of his face. pushing their lips together quickly.

the kiss was sloppy but in a good way. after a short moment peter had to focus on what was happening. soon finding out where his surroundings was, he kissed back.