Him: e.g.d

"You're the One That Broke Up with Me"

"Hey, you okay?" Ethan asked as he came up to me, wrapping his arm around my shoulder. We were walking to class together. After school, I was for sure going back to the hospital to check on Victoria. I miss that bitch.

"Of course I'm not okay." I rolled my eyes and he knew I did. "Oh come on, you're still mad?" He also rolled his eyes. I stopped walking which made him abruptly stop.

"Did you really just ask me that? I have a right to be mad." I crossed my arms over my chest and turned around quickly walking away from him. "It's really not that serious." He chuckled. "It's really not that serious." I mocked him in a dumb tone. "Shut the fuck up you dick." I added before sitting in my seat. The worst part is, is that he sits next to me. Great.

To Dickhead: i will only be texting you from now on.

I sent it and watched as he read it, a small chuckle coming out.

From Dickhead: yay! now i won't have to hear your voice anymore ;)

I literally want to slap him. I sent the middle finger emoji and locked my phone as the bell rang, meaning class was starting. As always I didn't listen to the teacher and packed up my stuff since the bell rung. Ethan tried to hold my hand, but I gave him a dirty look and pulled my hand away.

"Is she still mad?" Gray asked looking at Ethan. "Yes, she's still mad." I sat there with my mouth shut not bothered to join the conversation. I pulled my phone out to text Ethan. I mean Dickhead.

To Dickhead: you're the one that broke up with me.

He laughed as he showed everyone my text. Why is he laughing? Is this a joke to him? I looked at Laney and Dani, tears welling in my eyes. "Ethan, stop laughing. It's not funny." Dani said noticing the tears in my eyes. I got up and threw the full plate of food away and walked outside of the school building. I wasn't being dramatic, right? I have a right to be upset, and he's making me feel like a fool of myself. I sat down against a brick wall, watching the kids run around the track.

"Tums, I'm sorry." He sighed as he sat down next to me. "Why would you wanna break up with me?" I sniffled as I picked the weeds. "You know why." He's right, I do know why, but I don't care.

flashback:

"I think we should break up." He said looking at me. "Nah." I replied. "What do you mean 'nah'?" He questioned me. "For what reason?" I asked as I stood up. "Obviously Tyler won't leave me alone until he sees me miserable, and to protect you we should break up."

"Did the "I love you's" not mean anything to you?" I stared straight ahead, trying to process everything. Vic is in the hospital and now Ethan wants to break up with me? I get he's trying to protect me, but I don't want to be protected like this. I want to be with him.

"Did my pussy not mean anything to you?" I blurted out. "Oh my god." His hands made their way to his face. "Of course the "I love you's" mean everything to me." I lifted an eyebrow, "Don't expect me to say it because I'm not going to." His cheeks turned bright pink. "I'm just doing this to protect you. Why don't you understand?"

"I do understand, but it's not what I want! Don't you understand that? I want to be protected by you staying with me, not being protected by you leaving me." I cried. "I need you." I bit the bottom of my lip to stop it from quivering even though I was already crying. "Okay, okay." He pulled me into a hug and we stood there. Me crying and him just holding me.

flashback over.

"Just the thought of you leaving me gives me anxiety." His hands made their way to my hands, and this time I didn't pull away.

"Baby, you know I would never actually leave you. I love you too much." His thumbs wiped away the tears that fell. "Come on pancakes." He held his hands out for me to grab while I gave him a weird look. "Pancakes?" I asked. "Well I love you and I love pancakes, so now I'm gonna call you pancakes." His smile showed. I laughed at his response, "There's that smile."

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"Is she awake?" I asked Kian as he came out of the room. "Yeah, she's awake." He smiled and sat down in the chair. I walked in and saw her watching Supernatural. "Hi." I smiled softly. "Hey." She smiled back. I sat down in the chair and held her hand. I hate crying, but I couldn't help it. "I'm so sorry this happened to you. It should've been me." I let the tears fall as I looked down. "You don't deserve this at all."

"T, it's okay. I'm going to be okay and out if this hospital soon. Shit happens. But we will somehow get back at that son of a bitch." I laughed through the tears at her words. She scooted over and I laid on the hospital bed with her as we watched Supernatural. I've never watched it, so I have no idea what's going on, but just for I'm going to watch it.

"Bitch, if you don't wake the fuck up!" I heard someone yell. I woke up, realizing I was in the hospital. What the fuck? I'm in here again? I looked around to see everyone in here. "I can leave the hospital now." Vic said as she stood there next to me. Oh yeah, Vic was in the hospital and I fell asleep. "Oh, okay." I replied, I was still sleepy.

"Come on, you need sleep." Kian said to Vic. She nodded as he kissed her forehead and they walked out. I hugged Ethan on the side as we walked out too, everyone else in front of behind us. "You're an asshole, you know that?" I said as I yawned in the midst of my sentence. I heard him chuckle, "I know."
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CAN WE JUST TALK ABOUT GABBIE'S NEW SONG- LIKE THAT BITCH REALLY MF DID THAT!! AHHH IVE BEEN LISTENING TO IT NONSTOP OML!!!! AKSJDJDJD OKAY THATS ALL I HAVE

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