City of all things changed (ON HOLD)

1- in the beginning

Omg so I'm going through and editing this atm right after YEARS and girlll, My 14 year old self was...idek. I'm sorry, its a bit random, i've salvaged what I could and most people seem to like it anyway so I'm not changing it too much, just a bit of editing and such. Anyway, hope you enjoy xx

Valentines POV-

I lie in bed thinking, I am doing this a lot lately.

I feel like Jocelyn is keeping something from me, I know she isnt't happy about what I have done to Jonathan, but ever since I have start giving her the angel Ithuriel's blood she is getting a bit better.

I regularly train my Jonathan as well as the Herondale boy, neither of them turned out like I had thought. Jonathan is too evil and the Herondale boy is not enough, he feels too much. A mix of the 2 would be perfect.

That's when I feel Jocelyn get up from the bed and rush to the bathroom and throw up, I don't know what is wrong with her and I'm thinking it's the angel blood, oh well it is helping her get over Jonathan and she is trying to be nice towards him and it's definitely helping her mood so this small side affect is fine. She still is so hateful towards me though. I've seen her and Lucian sneaking around, I know her faith in me is dwindling. I know she doesn't love me like she used to. But I can't let Jocelyn get in the way of my goal, she may be my weakness, but I'll never let her stop me.

She walks back in looking pale and worried. She has been quite confusing lately, she is never like this, she is one of the strongest people I know, why back out now? If this is what the angel blood does to her I might stop giving it to her. I sit up and decide to ask her "Jocelyn my dear, what is wrong, you look sick and worried, please tell me"

She shakes her head as a single tear rolls down her cheek, I wipe it off with my thumb and look into her eyes hopefully.

"I-I don't think I should tell you" She looks so unsure and afraid, is is me?

She was starting to annoy me now, "WHAT? What could be so bad that you could not tell me!? We have been through everything together!" I go up and stroke her cheek gently "Jocelyn, whatever it is, we can help each other through it, like we have everything else"

She took a shaky breath, another tear falls, "I-I'm...pregnant"

I smile and pull her into a hug and kiss her, "That is fantastic! How far are you? Is it a boy? We have to think of names!" I was acting excited for Jocelyn when really I was excited because I could try out my new idea of mixing the demon and angel blood instead of just one, if I acted like this she wouldn't suspect a thing!

7 months later

I have been injecting certain veins in Jocelyn's body with the angel and demon blood and putting small amounts in her food and other ways of getting it to the child. But Jocelyn is getting sicker and she is almost ready to give birth to the child, I am worried about her but also the baby, Jocelyn still trusts me and believes I am actually trying to be able to be a good parent for the new one, I am excited to see how this one turned out though, I am praying to the angel it will be perfect, my perfect little creation.

I have been training Jonathan and the Herondale boy separately and they are both progressing with their knowledge, skills and speech, I must remember they are only small but they can still start now, I will try the same method with the next child as well, it seems to be going well.

As I was thinking about the new possibilities of the new child, I heard Jocelyn cry out in pain, she yelled my name and I bolted up and after her voice. I found her in the library on the floor near the couch, Jonathan was sitting nearby watching his mother, he and Jocelyn had never really bonded very well, especially after Jocelyn had refused to even look at him for quite some time.

I rushed over to her as she propped herself up on her elbow and loudly whispered, "I think it's coming!" Before giving out a moan of pain and falling back to the floor, the time has come finally!

We had called over a few trusted people to help Jocelyn and I was sent out of the room, I was pacing the room nervously as Jonathan just sat there watching and taking in everything. He was a very quiet child, so was the Herondale boy. I decided to pass the time by going and checking on him in the Wayland manor. He was not my child, he was a Herondale but I was raising him to think he is a Wayland by glamouring myself to resemble his late father.  I am trying to harden up his gentle demeanor but he hasn't really changed it. I get a horse from the back and ride it quickly to the Wayland manor so I can check on the boy then race back to Jocelyn.

He was fine and I was soon back at home where I continued pacing.

That is when I heard a door open and snapped my head up to meet the eyes of one of the people that were helping Jocelyn, she looked at me and gestured for me to go in, finally!

I looked around and saw Jocelyn sitting on the bed holding a pile of blankets looking exhausted, I don't blame her though. Of all of the trials that I had seen and been through, bringing a new life into the world was still one of the most magical experiences. 

She smiled when she saw me walking over to her and handed me the child, it was a girl. I had hoped for a boy but with the right training I could make her just as good or even better than the other two. She had dark reddish brown curls starting on her head but her eyes were the strangest thing.

I expect they were meant to be green but half of one eye was black and half of the other eye was gold, it had worked, I can barely contain my happiness. "What should we name her?" She looked me in the eye as Jocelyn said "I was thinking Clarissa, Clarissa Adele" well I chose Jonathan's name so it was only fair, it wouldn't have been my first pick but it will have to do.

I nodded and smiled and whispered to my new creation,  "Welcome to our world, Clarissa Adele Morgenstern"

So how was the first chapter? And I have also done a kinda weird thing and gone with a Valentine POV! Which is kinda weird but yeah why not!? I decided to a chapter before Clary was born explaining why Jocelyn didn't leave and what Valentine did to Clary and everything, but without Jocelyn leaving we wouldn't have Luke and Jocelyn together! and Clary wouldn't have much of a reason to go to New York! So next chapter will be when Clary is kinda a bit more grown up and I will explain what will happen to Jocelyn.

Enjoy x bells