You Were Mine From The Start (boyxboy)

Untitled Part 20

Alex's POV

So I have been at Jefferson High for about a month now, and my experience so far has been... interesting.

Taylor and I have only gotten closer which makes me happier than I can explain with words. I spend most of my time with her, whether it's on dates or simply hanging out. I love every minute I spend with her and I wouldn't trade it for the world. She's just so perfect in every way, and I still can't believe I ended up with her. 

Since Charlie and I have the same classes I see him a lot too, except he's been really distant lately. At first, I worried that I did something wrong, but Taylor assured me that something else was going on. Then I noticed that Hunter wasn't around anymore, almost at all. Charlie and he seemed to be avoiding each other, and both of them always seemed sad and upset. I tried talking to them about it, but I didn't get very far. To my surprise, Taylor wasn't even able to get one word out of them. She said that there wasn't much we could do since both of them are stubborn and will talk when they want to. She said this in her usual annoyed manner she uses when talking about them, but there was something else in the way she said it. She seemed scared and deeply worried. I decided not to push it, I didn't want to upset her.

It was odd how it all happened. One second everything seemed fine, and then the next they weren't even on speaking terms. Not to mention Mike. He joined our little group after he and Charlie started dating, just around the time that Hunter left it. When I first met Mike, he came over to our lunch table and sat with us. I was nervous at first, but his lighthearted humor and overall kind demeanor made it much easier for me to be more comfortable around him. Ever since then, he's been a nice addition to our group and we've actually grown into pretty good friends. I can't say I didn't feel a little bad since he was basically replacing Hunter. But guess I couldn't really be helped.

I did miss Hunter, I didn't know him all that well but he was nice to me when I was still new here. That goes a long way for me. I still smile and wave at him when I get the chance, sometimes he waves back and gives a half-hearted smile, other times he just looks away. He really seemed to be hurting, I wanted nothing more than to help, but I could never get a hold of him. I knew that even if I did manage that, I would just get shut down. 

(Ok sis here's the TEA

Talk about day with Charlie and Emmett confrontation. Opinions on Hunter, Charlie, and Mike.

Approached by Mike.

Where were you?

Oh I was busy with school/teacher stuff.

Oh okay.

Mike flirts with him. tells him that he'd rather be with Mike than Taylor. Yada yada.

Only using Charlie to get close to you. We get along so well.

Alex leaves, feeling guilty and ashamed. 

"I-I can't.  I'm sorry I just- cant." runs away. 

Goes home, but doesn't tell anyone. Tries to calm down and sort it out himself. Doesn't wanna hurt CHalrie cuz hes DEPRESSED AND LONELY and doesn't wanna ruin things with taylor. eventually guilt gets the better of him and he calls Charlie at night cuz he can't sleep. 

End chapter I think. purposefully short my dude.

Next CHapter->

DREAM

Walking alone on the street, far from home. (I needed to get out of the house, dad's look broke my heart etc etc). Heading towards library to lose myself in a book, silently wishing I could leave this world and enter the story itself. Anything to escape my life.

"Hey," a voice says. I look up and see a boy I have never seen before. 

 "You heading anywhere in particular?" the boy asks me. 

"No, just wandering. Needed to clear my head," I respond 

"Do you mind if I walk with you?" the unnamed boy asks. I shake my head. He begins walking on my right side.

"My name's Seth by the way," the boy says. Seth huh? That's a nice name.

"Nice to meet you Seth, my name's Charlie," I say.

"Well Charlie, you're awfully cute to be walking alone."

so on, so on.

OR

I'm running. It's cold, and it's dark. Tears streaming down my face, clouding my vision. I keep running. The street lamps pass by me as blurs of light, one by one. I keep running. My throat is dry, my hands and entire body shaking, my legs sore, my heart broken.

The last ten minutes repeat over and over again in my head.

Loud music and voices fill my ears. Tears swell in my eyes, as I look at my so-called boyfriend kissing someone other than me. The overwhelming sense of shock and confusion takes over, and I say his name, "Seth?" He breaks apart from the other boy and looks at me with surprise written all over his face. He didn't expect me to show up. "Charlie, you're not supposed to be here." I stand there completely frozen, unable to say or do anything. The boy he was just kissing smirks and says, "is this the guy you were talking about? I thought you said that he didn't mean anything to you." I look at the boy in disbelief, I wait for Seth to deny it, tell him that it was all a misunderstanding. I wait for him to tell me that he still loves me like he promised.

Seth looks at me, then at the boy, and smiles, "he doesn't."

Those two words hit me in the chest like bullets. I can't breathe. I can't think. I can't feel or hear anything. I can only see the boy that I thought I loved, looking passionately into the eyes of a stranger. But suddenly, the two boys change. The stranger because pale and thin, and Seth becomes a bit shorter and with darker brown hair.

My eyes widen with the realization that I am now looking at Alex and Mike.

Next thing I know I'm running again. Those same two words replaying in my head "he doesn't he doesn't he doesn't" burning themselves into my skull. All of my fears and insecurities, being shouted out at me, but now they're being said by not only Seth but by Mike too. "You're worthless." "Did you really think I loved you?" "You're pathetic." "I only wanted you for some action." "I was just using you." "I never loved you."

I trip and fall, suddenly realizing that I'm in the middle of the road. Bright lights in the distance come racing at me, blinding me. My entire body freezes and I brace for impact.

Then Charlie wakes up, panick attack, calls Hunter. Only one who can help me.

Then Cut to Hunters POV? Gets there, omg wtf is going on? Charlie's shaking, hugs, cold sweat, crying, weak. Charlie explains what's going on, detail on Seth.

he was right. I ruin everything, I'm worthless etc.

hunter says NO! ily boo.

Idk ending is iffy, firgure it out. Im tired. bye.