authors note:
i am in literal tears right now. i met this boy, and one thing lead to another we started talking about what we wanted to do with our lives. i said ive always wanted to be a therapist but in a different way then others might think. i want to be a writer. that might be a little confusing, so let me explain:
i am a super shy person, with major anxiety in all social events no matter who it is: family, parties, work, cheer, school, etc. because of my anxiety i haven't ever made real friends.. on days i get sad about not having anyone close i go to books as an escape. books are my safe place, and always have been. when im sad or crying i read a book and literally pour myself in the story and just forget everything else.
: that is that i want to do. i want to help people in a way that others can't really. i want to give people an escape a safe place.
when i was talking to this boy, i gave him a link to one of my stories (accidentally yours) he messaged me back almost instantly after reading the first chapter and said i have an absolutely gift and he's SET on me contacting a publisher.
in my opinion im scared to, contacting a publisher would make these silly little stories all to real. my writing out in the world, people unlike you guys who make sure i always know how much you enjoy my stories could hate on it. they could tell me im not good enough. but still even after i told him this he made me promise to call him the day i find a publisher and sign my first book.
so this is my promise to you guys, miquel and myself that one day, hopefully soon, i publish one of my books for everyone to read.
