Awake 4.8.15

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Awake...4.8.15
Here we go again, another sleepless night
When does it stop, this never ending plight
Wanting, needing, begging for rest
Wish God would stop putting me through this difficult test
Can't stand it no more, driving me insane
I try so hard but it's only in vain
Crazy, frantic, endless trying
Begging at times to just end up dying
I know that I can't, I know what's true
Just really hope it's not endless pursuits
Dreams and wonderland seem so far away
My head doesn't quiet, not long enough to pray
The sounds are so piercing, the noises so loud
Just wanting to sleep, can't quiet the crowd
Everything keeps bouncing around in my head
Confusing me greatly, really hating the dread
Someday it will come, hopefully soon
Until then I wait and stare at the moon
By: Jennifer Simon-Golden

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