Still Losing...4.9.15
Head spinning, thoughts winning, I'm out of control
Can't stop, can't think, still on a roll
Nobody gets it, but everyone knows
Can't stand it no more, no where to go
He says, she says, everybody's right
The sound so maddening, there's no more light
Wanna run, wanna hide, wanna give up and die
People everywhere and it feels like only I
Can't put it to words, can't make it make sense
Really don't care, that it sounds like nonsense
These thoughts just come faster than the speed of light
When I say them out loud, you know it's not right
That really don't matter, really don't care
They think it's crazy, that I'm fighting for air
It's maddening, deafening, no matter what I do
Everywhere I turn, I'm surrounded by you
The pictures, the smiles, infuriate me so
All I can think is I'd like it all to go
Far away from my my mind, my memories and thoughts
Then I wake up and realize it's for naught
By: Jennifer Simon-Golden
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Dark Thoughts
PoetryThese are all short poems I have wrote in the last couple of years. Dark thoughts from a truthful dark and maybe twisted scared mind.
