What Am I...2/19/14
I'm happy and content while angry and restless,
I want this for life, but I'm going to make a mess.
I love him so reach for him, I can't stand his touch,
I need him, I don't, this hurts so damn much.
I really want to spend all my time with him,
but I will hurt and make him leave again.
Kiss me and hold me tell me everything's ok,
will you just stop touching and looking at me that way?
I'm giddy and excited, glowing brighter than ever,
I'm disgusted and scared and used to my forever.
My ups and downs, my ins and outs,
they happen so often, can't hear myself shout.
I need him in my life and deserve him I know,
now to just figure out how to make him go.
I want to make it through, not another sleepless night,
I know I can't do this, can't ever make this right.
By: Jennifer Golden
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Dark Thoughts
PoetryThese are all short poems I have wrote in the last couple of years. Dark thoughts from a truthful dark and maybe twisted scared mind.
