The Voices 3.31.17

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The Voices...3/31/2017
I love him I hate him I can't live without him
My family my friends surely I can do without them
No sleep for days no happiness for life
This is my reality stabbing me like a knife
I'm ecstatic, excited, happy and beaming
And crying and rageful and constantly screaming
I want my family, the laughter, the joys for years
I want isolation, quiet, depression and tears
My heart seems to race 200 beats a minute
For a split second I think I'm going to win it
The battle that rages non-stop in my head People don't get that it'd be easier to be dead
"It's a phase, it's a moment, it's going to pass"
"Get up, get going, get your head out of your ass"
"Put others first, you have control of what you're doing"
Nobody has a clue the chaos is always looming
I put my smile back on and nobody will have a clue
But really I know it's the voices that are true
By: Whomever I Am

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