Chapter 42 To Close to Death

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Peter's POV
    "They washed her I told you we should have gone after her earlier". Tony said to Steve." Oh yeah just prance in there she's the strongest out of all of us and now probably out of anyone". Steve says." Stop". I say quietly but no one hears me." If you would be a good father she wouldn't have gotten taken especially on her birthday"! Steve yells.
    I slam my fist against the table breaking that piece and yell." Stop! Both of you. None of this is helping y/n". Everyone looks at me. The room falls silent.
" Look I may still remember the hydra base. I can probably find a way for us in without detecting anything". Bucky says." I have a map of hydra if you can get us in and out Bucky we can save y/n". Stark says." Your telling us about the map now". Steve says." Don't start we have to save y/n". Loki says.
    I'm just sitting there leaning back on my chair. I can feel blood on my hand from the punch. I haven't gotten any sleep every time I've tried I just hear y/n's voice over in my head." Hey kid you okay"? Nat asks. I break out of my stare." Nat. She didn't even know me. She looked at me like any other stranger". I say my eyes starting to tear up. I look up at her.
     She rests her hand on my shoulder." Kid I know it can be hard we went through the same thing with Bucky". She tells me." I ugh-I saw scars on her neck and when her sleeve went up t-there were cut marks. I'm just scared of what they are doing to her". A tear falls from my left eye then multiple come down. Nat stands me up and hugs me." It's gonna be okay Peter she's strong".
    Nat says running her hand through my hair." She won't remember me"? I question. I can feel her frown and sympathy for me." Make her remember". She says as she pulls back from the hug." Okay well Stark is coming up with a plan so get some rest we'll probably leave today". She tells me. She pats my back and I walk to y/n's room.
    I lay down on her bed and cuddle up next to her pillow. The pillow has her nice pumpkin spice scent. I dig my face into the pillow and start to cry." How can I get rest when the love of my life is getting tortured"? I question myself between the cry's.
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING FOR TORTURE⚠️
Your POV
    "This is what happens when you fail us". My father says as the serum enters my veins. I scream out in pain." Father please I promise to do better". I say sobbing. He exits the room leaving me shaking in fear and in pain. My father walks back in with a knife. He cuts near the crease of the inner of my elbow. The cut is deep." Every time you fail us a new cut will appear until it finally reaches the stopping point". He says pointing to my wrist.
    I can see the doctors with concerned faces." Pump it up". My father says." No no no please father please". I say." Sir she's already in the danger zone". One of the doctor says." Do it". He yells at them." No no please don't father please I promise". I scream out but he just walks out of the room." Sir please don't do this please I'm begging please". I say knowing what the pain feels like.
     He's about to turn up the machine when a nurse grabs his arm." She's only a child don't do it". She says." I have to". Then without hesitation he cranks up the level. My back arches up in pain and I scream." PLEASE MAKE IT STOP PLEASE". I scream out. The nurse looks away and the doctor leaves the room." I'm sorry sweetheart". The nurse says.
     The pain settles but I know it's about to start again but I turn my head to look at her and say." I-I-It's Okay". I whimper out as a single tear falls down my eye. I turn my head back to looking up at the ceiling then it starts again. As I'm getting tortured I turn my head to look at the nurse and see a tear run down her cheek.
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Peter's POV
    I jolt awake from a bad dream." Hey Peter you okay". Mr.Stark asks entering y/n's room. I check my surroundings and realize it was a dream." Yeah just a bad dream". I say sitting up. He rubs my back." So we found a way in usually tomorrow they have these load ins of supply's and stuff so we are planning to go at that moment". He says.
    I start to panic." Tomorrow what time"? I ask." Around this time so at 6"." Thats 24 hours away who knows what can happen to her". I say." I know Peter but it's the best bet". He says I roll my eyes." Ugh okay". I place my face in my hands." Have you talked to May today"? He questions breaking the silence." She knows what's going on told her not to call". I say rubbing my eyes." Well okay I have to get back to the plan but you rest you need it more then all of us".
     I nod before he walks out he says." She loves you Peter". Then he walks out closing the door. I lay back and stare at the ceiling. I decide to look around her room for things to help her remember.
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING FOT TORTURE⚠️
Your POV
    "Sir she needs rest if you want her fighting any time soon". A doctor says I'm still hooked up to the machine I've been getting tortured for the past 7 hours. I have a blank stare on my face as I look up at the ceiling my vision very blurry." Fine let her rest but keep the machine going". My father says not giving in. I turn my head to look at them." All right sir". The doctor asks." All right". Then he walks away without another word. I turn my head back to the normal position.
I glance down at my cut and see that it stopped bleeding a bit but now my arm sets in a puddle of blood. I don't really care anymore." I'm sorry honey but I have to do this now goodnight". The pain is not as much but still hurts." Goodnight". I manage to croak our before the doctor exits the room." Please someone save me". I whimper out.

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