Trust

~chapter two~

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Josie's p.o.v:
All of the boys have gone out with their girlfriend but I decided to hang out back at the flat. I couldn't be bothered with seeing Jack and his new girlfriend. So I decided I would hop in the shower and get into something more comfortable. I put on one of ryes old hoodies he gave to me before he left home and moved in with the boys and some plain black leggings. By the time I have dried my hair and straightened it, it's already 6:30pm and no one is back yet. I find the air bed and drag it into Jacks room. I sigh
This is literally my life now isn't it?
I sit on the floor crossing my legs.
Wait there is no pump! Great!
I take a deep breath and start to blow it up.

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10 minuets later:
I am still blowing up the air bed when I hear the door open and everyone walk in laughing
Great!
Rye: Josie  you here
I don't answer but grunt and rye waddles in
Rye: sis what are you doing
I stare at him
Me: I am fishing! What does it look like Ryan! I am blowing up the air bed! There is no pump so I guess I am doing it manually!
Rye laughs: fair enough! Good luck sis!
He leaves the room and I can see everyone as they walk past the door. And then I see Jack
I don't make eye contact and just hope he doesn't try to talk to me. He does
Jack: Josie...
I don't even look up and I just carry on
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Jacks p.o.v:
Me: Josie...
She ignored me. Of course she did.
I try to get her attention by wafting my arms around but it doesn't work
Me: come on you can't hold a grudge against me!
She looks up and blinks
Josie: really? Cos I am pretty sure I can?
Me: oh come on you no you love me...
She rolls her eyes
Josie: loved! Not love jack! And even when I loved you I wasn't enough! So there is no point in trying to win the sympathy game here jack cos I will win you!
I smile
Even when she is mad at me she is cute
God damn it.
She looks up at me and coughs
Josie: so did you come in here for a reason or just to annoy me?
I walk out my room knowing she really didn't want to see or talk to me. I walk into the kitchen and everyone stares at me.
Liv: so what's the tea?
Me: wha...
Amelia: yeah... she wasn't even surprised when you didn't show up to meet her... what's going on there?
Me: it's complicated...
Rye puts his arm around Ellie and whisperers something into her ear. She gets up and walks down the hall disappearing into my room.
Rye: you better not hurt her jack!
I look at the floor
I think I already have
Me: I won't....