Trust

~chapter fourteen~

Josie p.o.v:
I walked back into the bedroom and it was still deadly silent. Harvey has gotten back into bed and is half asleep. I smile and hop onto the bed, Harvey emediately raps his arms around my waist pulling me down into the bed. I smile and he kisses my forehead.
Harvey: Jose...
Me: yeah...
Harvey: can you stay here please I need a teddy bear?
I laugh: alright! I will try...
Harvey Hugs me tighter so I can't move and nuzzles his head into the back of my neck kissing me gently. I giggle and try to escape from his arms.
Harvey: stayyyyyy....
me: you were tickeling me!
Harvey: I'm sorry....
He pouts and I laugh: why do you have to be so cute?
Harvey: I ain't cute! I am manly!
I laugh: no you're my little baby!
Harvey kisses me: I'll take that!
Harvey falls asleep and I stay awake and go through my phone. I have gained over 10,000 followers since I have been spotted with Harv. I have quite a lot more fan pages. I find it quite overwhelming but sweet that people are taking there time to find me. I decided it was time to follow @ josiecantwrll. When I do she noticed straight away.
josiecantwrll: omg you followed
@ josieBeaumont! She followed me!!
I laugh and like the post. I go down a few edits and see one saying "I ship her more with jack tbh..." I roll my eyes and carry on scrolling.
There are a few more edits like that, which for some reason really annoys me. Then I find an old photo of me and rye when he just started the band with me on his shoulders and Andy pointing at me. I comment: since when was that photo a thing! 💞😂
After about 10 minuets Harvey has fully passed out and has let go of me. I smile and slowly get up.
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Jacks p.o.v:
I wake up really early I have no clue why but I can't get back to sleep. I have a spam of text messages from Kim:
Kim💞: night babe! Xx
Kim💞: babe? X
Kim💞: hello!!
Kim💞: stop ignoring me!
Kim💞: fuck you jack!
Kim💞: if you don't pick up we are through!
Ten minutes later
Kim💞: didn't mean that
Kim💞: love you boo!! Xxx
I roll my eyes. She is so horrible sometimes!
I walk out the door and notice a little light coming from Harvey's room. I poke my head round to see Harvey huddled up to Josie and Josie half asleep scrolling through her phone. It annoys me.
She's mine! Wait what!!
I walk away and go sit in the kitchen with out my phone I just sit in silence.
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Ten minutes later.
Jacks p.o.v:
I have been staring off into space for the last 10 minuets. I haven't moved. I can't be bothered. I hear a door slowly open. I don't know who is up. I sit up and stretch as Josie walks in.
Josie: jack?!
I look up and smile: hey!
Josie: your up! It's 7:30!! Are you joking!
I shake my head: why are you up?
Josie: lots of reasons! But I am going to go out for a bit... I need to clear my head!
I stand up: oh yeah are you okay? Kim said you stormed off when she hugged Harvey last night! Said you got really mad and upset!
She rolls her eyes: don't believe everything your precious little baby says to you jack! She kissed him! I have a right to be mad! But I didn't storm off because of that! If she wants Harvey she can have fun trying to get him because I am not letting him go as easily as I let you go!
Me: she what!!
Josie: she fucking kisses him! Do what you please with the information jack! Cos I know you won't confront her!
Me: I will! She kissed someone else! That's cheating!
Josie laughs: she has done it many times before and everyone knows it! But you won't say anything to her!
Me: Josie!
Josie: what it's the truth!!
I shake my head: anyway what was wrong then!?
Josie: it doesn't matter anymore it's sorted!
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Josie's p.o.v:
Jack stands up: something was the matter! I want to know!
I walk around him to the fridge slowly opening in and getting out a bottle of water: like I said it is sorted! It doesn't matter anymore!
Jack: Josie! I'm your best friend! Tell me!
I roll my eyes and fold my arms: you were my best friend! That all changed about 10 months ago! You know it did! So I don't have to tell you!
Jack looked offended but didn't say anything.
Me: don't get me wrong jack you were a great friend and are amazing! But things have changed... you have to be okay with that...
He nods: your alright tho?
I smile: I am fine jack!
Jack: you know you can talk to me right! About anything!
I nod: I know jack! And I will! Just not about this...
He smiles: Josie... it's killing me... not talking to you as much as I used to and not knowing what's going on in your head... you know that right!
I nod again: jack it's killing me too! I miss how things used to be before everything happened... but you don't need to worry about me anymore! You have Kim and I have Harvey!
He opens his mouth like he is about to say something and then closes it again.
Me: jack... if I told you...
He looks at me: if you told me what?
Me: if I told you what was wrong... you would take pity on me and I don't want that to happen... I want to be normal again!
Jack looks puzzled: you are normal... what happened!!
I look at the ground: I am not normal I am a victim! She was a victim!
Jack: who was?
Me: I can't do it jack!
Jack hugs me tightly: do what!!
Me: jack... I just can't what if he comes back!?
Jack: Josie I can't help you unless I know what you are talking about...
I fall to the floor and start crying. Jack kneels next to me keeping a hand on my back.
Jack: Josie...
I look at him and then back at the floor. I can't believe I am going to say this out loud again
Me: jack... I...I... I was r...r...raped....
Jack stops stroking my back for a second and then carries on. He doesn't say anything he just looks at the ground.
Me: jack...
Jack shakes his head: sorry... did you say you got raped?
I nod
Jack: oh Josie! Fuck!
He hugs me again and whispers to me: your safe now! From who ever they were! They can't get you!
I cry softly into his jumper.
Jack pauses and pulls me away so I am looking at him. He wipes away my tears with his jumper.
Jack: you said she was a victim... who were you referring too...
I look at the floor again. Trying not to burst out into tears for the second time this morning.
Me: she was... she was called Emma...
He gestures for me to carry on with her name.
Me: Emma...Lara... Beaumont...
Jack looks me in the eyes: Beaumont? You had a sister?
I shake my head: more like a daughter...
He looks at me again nearly crying himself
Jack: your still normal to me...
Is all he says before getting up off the ground and holding out a hand for me to take. I get up and pay myself down.
Jack: so how about that run?
I nod and laugh a bit.
God only he would manage to make me laugh after telling him that!
We both put our shoes on and head out.

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