Trust

~chapter seven~

Josie's p.o.v:
I pause and then kiss him back
What the fuck am I doing!!
I can't help it though.
I pull back and he looks at me smirking.
Me: Jack I...
He interrupts by trying to kiss me again. I push him back.
Me: JACK!
He smiles: I love you Josie...
Me: you have a girlfriend!
Jack: I don't care! I will dump her! I love you and I always will.
I stare at him and scoff: you said that last time Jack...
Jack puts his hands on my shoulders and looks me in the eyes: I mean it...
I look at the ground: jack you don't...
Jack: I love you...
I stare at him and scowl: stop saying that!
Jack: Josie Beaumont I love you!
I look at the ground again: until I leave again!
Jack looks at me: but your not leaving this time your just going back home!
I look at him and smile: doesn't mean you won't Jack! You love your girlfriend! And you obviously love her more then me because you chose her!
Jack: what?!
Me: you chose her over me! And don't act like you don't know what I am talking about because you do!
Jack nods he pulls me in for a hug and whispers: I will wait for you... I understand you don't love me right now...
I look at him: I don't love you... anymore just let me go... okay?
Jack: okay
I can tell he's upset. So I hug him tightly
Me: friends?
I hear him sniff
Jack: friends...
I smile and he walks out of the room.
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Ryes p.o.v:
We see Jack walk out of his room and we all stare at him.
Me: how did you get in there?!
Jack shrugs: I don't know... she let me...
Amelia: is she okay?
Jack: she's fine just a bit shaken up...
Jess looks at me and scowls
Jess: I would be too!
Andy looks at Jess and pulls her back kissing her head
Andy: babe calm down... go see her if you want.
Jess nods. Her and Liv walk off down the corridor and into jacks room.
Jack: I need to get out of here? Nandos anyone!
We all nod and leave Jess and Liv with Josie.
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Josie's p.o.v:
I hear the door open slowly. I look up and see Jess and Liv standing there i smile and they know they are 'safe' to come in. I hug them both and then we all sit on jacks bed. Through the gap in the door I see all the others walking out the front door.
Me: where they going?
Jess: I don't know...
Liv: either... they didn't say they were going anywhere...
I shrug: it's fine...
Liv: so what did you and jack talk about...
Me: nothing much...
Jess: you guys good...
Me: kinda... it's complicated I mean I think we are but...
Jess: but...
Me: it doesn't matter...
Liv: are you okay tho?
Me: I'm fine...
Jess nudges me: girl code... I'm fine doesn't mean your fine... what did he say to you! Imma punch him!!
I laugh: he said nothing... it's just that fight me and rye had... it got to me...
Liv: it got to jess too...
Liv looks at jess and she looks at the floor
Me: what...
Jess: I may OR may not have shouted at rye...
Me: JESS!!
Jess: what he hurt my best friend what was I meant to do just stand there?
Me: yes!!
We all laugh and then we hear the door slowly open
Boy: hello... any one in?
I shout: you know if your tryna break in maybe don't announce that your in the house?!!!!
It takes a while for them to reply I can tell they are taken back but they haven't left.
Boy: Josie...
Jacks door suddenly opens and Harv is standing there smiling. I run up to him and he opens his arms.
Me: HARVEY CANTWELL!!!
Harvey: that's my name! When did you get back?
Me: yesterday... I got a bit drunk tho...
Jess: A BIT!?
Me: okay maybe a lot...
We all laugh me and Harvey are still hugging.
Liv: you know if I didn't know any better I would think you two were dating!
Me and Harv look at each other and laugh.
Harvey: eww no! She's too annoying to be my girlfriend...
I push him: yeah nah... not happening Liv...
Liv: whyyyyyy?!!!
Me: because... I haven't got over my ex...
Harvey looked a bit offended and taken back by my comment..
Harvey: last time I checked you hadn't dated anyone since high school.
Me: shut up harv!!
Jess: so whose your ex???
I shrug: I don't really think I can call him it though we only dated for a day... but he broke my heart...
Jess: I'm gonna kill him! Who is he!!!
Harvey pulls me in for a hug and kisses my forehead.
Harvey: you good?
Me: yeah...
Liv: seriously dudes stop acting like a couple if you ain't gonna date!
Harvey smiles at me: actually if your here I was gonna ask the boys to come listen to a song I have been working on you wanna hear it Josie?
I smile: sure...
He takes my hand and takes me into his and ryes room.
I hear Jess and Liv walk out...
Great now I am alone with Harv...
He smiles at me again.
Me: go on then...
He starts playing a tune off his phone but then stops: sorry your distracting me...
I smile: what? How!?
He looks at me and smirks: turn around... please...
I do as he asked. I turn around and he starts to sing. His voice sounds like an angel. After he has finished he puts his hands on my shoulders and swirls me around: what did you think?
I smile: I loved it... who was it about?
Harvey: no one...
I laugh: it was a love song... you sounded nervous when you were singing it... who was it about?
He smiles.
God I love his smile...
Harvey: you won't believe me if I told you...
Me: omg is it Loren?! Please let it be Loren!!! I want it to be Loren!
Harv laughs: it's not Loren...
Me: oh...
Harvey looks at me... his eyes lighting up... his beautiful blue eyes...
What was I on about... oh yeah
He gently tucks a few strands of hair behind my ear
Me: harv?
He gets closer. And then stops
Harv: sorry... I... I mean... uhhh
I smile.
I put my hands on his and place them on my waist and then I put mine on his neck and slowly kiss him. He kisses back straight away.
Harvey: Josie...
Me: yeah...
Harvey: doesn't matter...
He smiles and kisses me again
God... I am NOT okay...