Trust

~chapter nineteen~

Mikey's p.o.v:
Josie slowly opens the door. Her mascara is running down her face and her eyes are blood shot.
Me: Josie are you okay...
She tilts her head and looks at me raising her eye brows: yes Mikey I am completely fine! I just cry for fun!!
I open my arms and she walks into the she pushes her face into my chest.
She mumbles: Thank you...
And I rest my chin on her head: you wanna talk about it?
She nods and let's go of me walking back into the bathroom. When I walk in she locks the door and slides on to the floor. I look around and see bundles of wet tissue on the floor. I sit next to her.
Josie: do you know... I forgot who I have told...
Me: told me what?
Josie: so I obviously haven't...
Me: you don't have to...
Josie: I want to... Mikey... I was... I got raped...
I just nod my head. I can't think of what to say. I wrap my arms around her as she carries on...
Josie: jack... just did something... made me feel scared... I got worked up... I started to panic and then ran out...
She wipes her eyes and smiles at me.
Me: your alright now though! Right?
She nods: much better! I have my family and friends! I have you don't I?
I nod: you have me through everything!
She hugs me and then stands up: where's Harv?
Me: when he saw you run out of jacks room crying... he went to talk to him...
Josie: shit...
She opens the door: you have your shower okay!
I nod.
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Josie's p.o.v:
I walk out of the bathroom and straight away hear jack and Harvey talking... well more like shouting.
I walk to the door and lean on the door frame. They don't notice me so I wait for a bit.
Harvey: your a fucking idiot!
Jack: no! Harvey your the one that the fucking idiot! Josie, she is different! You don't know her like I do! You don't give her wants!
Harvey: and how do you know what she wants!
Jack: because she told me! Alright! She tells me everything! She loves me Harvey not you! Even ask her! She needs someone that can love her right! She needs someone that won't kiss someone else!
Harvey: I haven't kissed anyone else!
Jack: you kissed my girlfriend! But it's okay... me and Josie kissed so we are square!
Harvey: you what!
Jack nods and smirks before he notices me standing there scowling and shaking my head.
Harvey turns round and frowns. He pushes past me and walks into his room slamming the door.
Me: jack! What the fuck have you done!
Jack: I didn't lie!
Me: fuck you Jack!
Jack: you kissed me!
Me: I didn't you kissed me and I told you to stop!
I walk out of the room and knock on Harvey's door. Before walking in.
Harvey is on his bed with his head in his hands. He looks up and frowns. He has been crying.
Harvey: is it true?
Me: Harv...
He slams his hands down on the bed: JOSIE! TELL ME!!
Me: yes... bu...
He cuts me off: why... do you love him? Did you even love me?
I shake my head: Harvey please let me explain! I loved him once! I love you!!
Harvey: obviously not enough!
Me: he kissed me! I told him to stop! All right I didn't kiss back!
He shakes his head.
Me: you don't believe me?
Harvey: I don't know if i can!
Me: seriously... maybe jack is right then...
Harvey looks up at me: so you do love him!
Me: no! I need someone who can love me right! Our love is just someone who really likes someone and then the other one who just didn't want to say no! You choose who is who!
Harvey nods: maybe your right! Maybe we should just end this!
I feel a tear rolling down my cheek and wipe it away quickly: I thought you would be different Harv...
Harvey: what do you mean?
Josie: I thought you wouldn't hurt me like the rest did! I thought you would believe me! I thought you actually loved me! Guess I was wrong...
As I am about to walk out the door. I feel his hand touch mine I look at him. He isn't looking at me... I can tell he is sorry... but I just brush his hand off and open the door walking out slowly. Andy and Jess are there.
Andy: you alright Jose...
I shake my head: I want to go home...
Jess: you are home...
Me: no like actually go home... I don't know if I can stay here with jack... with Harvey with anyone for one more night...
Jess: what happened?
Me: me and Harvey broke up... jacks being a dick... I just can't!
Jess: I can take you home... if you really want...
I nod: really?
Andy: yeah! I mean it's wrong to make you stay here? Where are your things?
Me: I just need my purse and my phone everything else I can leave here... I have clothes at home...
Andy: where is your purse?
Me: in jacks room... I have my phone though...
Andy walks into jacks room and with in a few seconds he came back out with my purse.
Me: what did he say?
Andy: he was on his phone... completely oblivious to me!
I nod and Jess wraps her arm around my neck
Jess: let's go!
Me and Jess leave the flat, Andy decides to stay because we don't want everyone to know I have gone. Especially Rye he would go mental if he knew I left! But for know I think it is best for me to be alone with my mum and family. Plus he would go mad at Harvey and jack is he knew I left because of them. So it is best he finds out after.

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