❝Sure, whatever helps you sleep at night.❞
❝That would be you.❞
❝You're a smooth motherfucker, aren't you?❞
In which Nico desperately needs advice and finds a payphone, but he has nobody to call.
And then the payphone rings.
And Nico answers.
And ov...
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stop calling me
cmon we gotta talk about it
it's weird
no shit
i mean not only did i find out that my best friend had a secret boyfriend all this time and didn't tell me
but she slept with a god damn teacher at her school?? had an entire scandal and skipped town with someone who was probably the teacher?!
yep
and i found out that jenny (niffy?) apparently 'goes through boys' faster than you go through kleenex when you have a cold and has a 'boy toy' every night
which means she's probably been cheating on me for the entirety of our relationship
can't blame the dudes, though. she's got an amazing bod and an equally amazing personality
you make it sound like she's some sort of god, nico
what she did to you isn't okay
cheating isn't okay
you didn't deserve any of that
maybe i did
maybe i wasn't good enough
smart enough
kind enough
NO, nico! nobody deserves that!
especially not you
what's that supposed to mean?
it means
you're a two out of two maximum douchebaggy pervert bastard that keeps me awake until 1 in the morning just so i can hear your voice
and you're a sick minded asshole who turns my death threats into sexual invitations
but you're also the guy that talks to me about nothing and everything until i fall asleep
the guy that stands in a payphone booth from one to four in the morning just to help me drown out the sound of my parents fighting
you're the guy that makes me smile even though my best friend ditched me without a second thought
you're the guy that didn't deserve what he went through. that didn't deserve the pain.
you're the guy that deserves better, nico.
god
only you, nessa
im smiling so hard right now
good. it's better than mourning someone who you're better off without
maybe you're right and i deserve better
but holy hell id like to know what the fuck i did to deserve someone like you
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im SCREAMING
the FEELS VJKHSOFUDHGOW
my wig flEW
oh my god im the god damn author of this book and im fangirling so hard rn
++drake (like nico) is a smol cinnamon roll that needs protection
like fr the whole God's Plan music video? he's a blessing to our world
