this i my diary with some names changed and or left out completely.
judgment free zone.
I just need sage and I'd be great.
feel free to ask questions or leave kind words in the comments and vote if you can relate or want me to continue.
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We were apart. it was today in the dream and I forgot I didn't have to work. you surprised me and i was just very very happy. We got to spend all this time together only to lose each other in a crowd of faceless people. I couldn't find you. So I ended up back into the house whatever house this was.
I just ended up there and yet it's not like I walked through the front door. You texted me and I felt a little okay because you were lookin for me and asked where I was. I wanted to cry so bad because I thought you had left me.
Which this is something I'd never understand because we have each others locations📍. But again this was a dream. I looked for your location frantically because I didn't want you to go home and leave me all alone. I need you I needed you there especially. I longed for the day you'd love me all you could and just show up on me.
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I saw that we were in the same place and when I opened the front door to this house there you were. You looked like you rolled in sand, and it stuck to your sweat. But you threw up and I wasn't understanding why. Until I saw what was in your hand. You rolled up a leaf. And what was in it I have no idea.
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You lit it up again after you threw up on the ground but you weren't gonna take the hit you tried shoving it into my mouth against my own will. Causing me to back away from you. I snatched it from you and throw it out of sight. I grabbed you and took you into the house.
Why would you do that. Why put yourself into that predicament. We weren't apart that long what caused you to wanna put yourself in harms way when I'm not there to protect or watch out for you like I'm supposed to. You get upset for me getting upset at you. And I stopped you in your tracks. Because this was far worse than anything that I could imagine at least in a dream.
You looked at me with water stained eyes and said ask him what's wrong with me. Assuming you looked through my phone to find something you didn't understand. I soon woke up after asking who you were talking about and seeing random numbers with more than one minute phone conversations you decided to assume the worst of me.
Dream Reflection: All and all in this life I'm not one for adultery. I'm not one to go and do things that relationship partners would go and go have that with someone else while being in a relationship. And for god fucking sake I'm highly committed to you so this dream makes no actual sense to me in any way shape or form. In the end I just wanna be able to look out for you. You fugly shit head❤️
